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2010-04-01T02:41:00.001-07:00

salam. dah lama tak update blog.been busy and pretty much occupied.saya menutup laman blog ini utk membuka laman yg lain.

terima kasih

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Exam and assignment submission weeks~ duh

2009-11-11T09:46:00.000-08:00

Rain is still pouring outside as I gaze out to my room windows.the room feel a lil bit cold.so do my hot Nescafe.i just finished my assignment although the dateline was last week’s. Somehow I manage to get extension from my project supervisor.just need to talk the right way and here you go, the extra time :)

Exam is coming! Perhaps it is better for me to start my revision~~

perihal teman2 saya - Part 1

2009-11-07T20:26:00.000-08:00

Saya kini berada di kampung.sebuah taman perumahan yg agak lama disebuah daerah kinta.saya tinggal disana sejak saya berusia tujuh tahun lagik dan merupakan anatara penduduk awal di situ.jadi saya mengenali hampir kesemua jiran2 terdekat saya.sewaktu saya berumur 7-8 tahun saya mempunyai seorang teman baik yg bernama ajat.ajat duduk dibelakang rumah saya dan kami sering bermain bersama-sama.paling notable kami selalu bermain perang-perang bersama rakan2 yang lain.ada sekali kami berperang dgn budak-budak kampung sebelah dan berlakunya pertumpahan darah.selain ajat saya mempunyai seorang lagi teman baik bernama muzamil. Muzamil yg lebih mesra dipanggil mil adalah seorang yg lebih tua dari saya.kalau tak silap tua dalam 2-3 tahun.mil pelindung saya dan ajat.he is a fuckin cool dudes yg selalu melindungi saya dan ajat dari so-called bad ass kat kampung saya.seorang yg ramah dan selalu berada di samping saya.saya ajat dan mil berkawan baik sehingga pada satu hari keluarga muzamil berpindah ke kedah.Ajat pula berpindah mengikut “keluarga” berpindah ke cameron highlands utk berapa tahun dan akhirnya pindah semula di kampung saya.ketika itu hubungan kami tidak rapat seperti dulu.saya sedar ajat mempunyai pelbagai masalah dan terpaksa menghadapi semua dugaan dan cabaran sendirian.tanpa bantuan dan bimbingan sesiapa!!! He is one helluva man.rajin berkerja dan setia kepada keluarga dan rakan-rakan.insya-Allah saya fikir dia akan berjaya kelak.be strong dude!!

Selepas ajat dan muzamil.saya tidak mempunyai rakan-rakan dikampung kerana saya telah bersekolah di sebuah sekolah premier di bandar ipoh.saya tidak lagi melepak bersama budak2 kampung saya kononnya saya fikir uncool. Iyelah time tu zaman rapcore.zaman-zaman limp bizkit naik.haha.budak-budak dikampung masih lagi memakai seluar bawah besar ala-ala tujuh puluhan walhal trend budak2 urban ketika itu berseluar jeans baggy dan berkap NY terbalik ala-ala fred dust front limp bizkit.urban lah sangat2.lagi satu banyak masa dihabiskan disekolah.trave time dan balik.hampir sepuluh jam masa dihabiskan utk pergi dan balik ke sekolah.jadi masa utk menemui teman2 sewaktu kecil sudah semakin sukar.saya banyak menghabiskan bersama teman satu sekolah.dari pop backstreet boys dan 911 saya mula mengenali genre muzik yg lain.rapcore dan hardcore!!! Dari situ saya mula membuka minda mendengar muzik dari genre-genre lain.ok saya akan ceritakan evolusi muzik saya pada entry yg lain dan siapakah hantu2 yg membuatkan duit belanja sekolah saya habis membeli kaset2 dan cd original.

Selepas tamat tingkatan lima,saya meneruskan pengajian di sebuah kolej dibandar ipoh.masa saya banyak dihabiskan dikelas dan selebihnya membantu ibu saya menguruskan perniagaan.ketika itu skate scene mula melanda kampung saya.bayangkan budak-budak kampung yg dulu kaki wheelie basikal dah mula main skate. memandangkan scene masih baru saya akan melepak bersama budak2 kampung yg sungguh uncool bermain skate.lagi-lagi pada hari pasar malam dimana skater2 ni akan tunjuk skill2 maut depan awek-awek.haha.lawak sial!!! Dari skate park saya mengenali iju,salehan,yan,apiz,abe dan ramai2 lagi skaters dari kampung sebelah dan seterusnya menjadi hang out places bagi remaja aliran baru dikampung.haha. daripada dua pioneer skater,bilangan skater makin ramai.paling tua bernama manot.manot berusia 18 tahun ketika itu dan sedang berada di dalam tingkatan enam bawah.seorang yg rock kapak habis!! Bayangkan skater rock kapak.gila rare beb!! Kadang2 ada seorang budak kampung sebelah yg melepak bersama kami.nama dia usin.first impression saya mamat ni mat motor sejati.cakap dia agak kasar dan muka mcm berlagak.konon2 tough guy.padahal badan kering!! Tapi lepas lama2 lepak saya dapati husin bukan lah mat motor hati keras tapi seorang yg ok lah jugak.kebetulan kami mempunyai minat yg sama serta mengunakan handphone yg sama eg the legendary n-gage.pada tahun 2004 bukan semua orang mampu mengunakan talifon kaler screen dan mp3 ringtones serta bermain game via bluetooth connection.ramai lagi masih mengunakan talifon nokia 3310 dan saya dan husin berada dikelas yg tersendiri.trendster gitu.selalunya kalau mamat tu balik kampung dari melaka,kami akan berentap dalam permainan fifa yg selalunya saya kalah.cis.kadang2 iju akan mencelah permainan kami dan saya akan beat the crap of iju dalam fifa.terkenal dgn sifat emo,iju akan mudah emo.dah la time tu dia baru belaja dgr band2 emo.paling lawak band a static lullaby dia boleh bantai sebut statik labu-labi.kebiasanya bila kami melepak di warung mj,iju akan pulang awal kerana tak dapat permission lepak lama. Biasnya alasan iju sungguh “lame” dan uncool spt “ aku kena tolong mak aku berniaga” dan sebagainya. Walupun jam menunjukan pukul 11 malam. Haha. Tapi itu cerita zaman dulu.kini iju telah menjadi seorang yg patriotik dan menyertai pasukan tentera udara sebagai pasukan penyelamat.gila kool padahal dulu hip hop lepas tu emo.dah tu laa ni dah tererr main muzik.siap ajar saya bermain drum lagik.

“iju tu mak cik kena carikan jodoh”;

kata kak noor ibu iju.saya hanya tersenyum bila saya bertembung kak noor dan abg azmi recently.paling best mak iju telah membeli katil pelamin dan mengecat bilik iju dan kaler yg ghairah eg pink. Tahniah iju.boleh gua makan nasi minyak lepas ni.husin juga akan bertunang dgn gadis pilihan beliau pada hujung tahun ni.paling awal sekali teman saya,yan akan melansungkan perkahwinan pada bulan march nanti.pada teman2 yg lain bila hangpa mau kaween?? Especially manot dan jack!!

lol

update post raya

2009-10-28T09:41:00.000-07:00

hujan dari petang tadi masih lagi membasahi disebuah pekan di daerah perak.malam2 begini
adalah waktu kegemaran saya.bunyi-bunyi kompleks synth dan guitar yg melodic membuatkan
saya berada dalam trance.track-track dari caspian masih lagi bermain di stereo sambil ditemani
secawan milo panas. perasaan yang sungguh tenang dan menyegarkan~ walaupun seketika
namun saya puas.dapat lari dari realiti.escapism

kehidupan saya masih statik.masih lagi terikat dgn rutin 12 belas berkerja sehari.pada hari ahad
saya terpaksa mengahadiri kelas tutorial disebuah IPTS.sungguh letih dan memenatkan.saya
berharap agar usaha2 di waktu muda ini tak sia-sia
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memory remains

2009-08-22T20:38:00.000-07:00

ewah tajuk post lagu metallica pulak.haha.ok sewaktu saya berusia belasan tahun bulan puasa mgm fun.fun bukan sebab tak dapat makan dan minum tapi sebab byk aktiviti menarik dimalam hari.bg tau parents konon2 nak pegi berterawih (pegi tapi tak complete 20 raakat) :P

aktiviti yg paling ditunggu oleh saya dan teman2 sekampung dulu ialah bermain meriam tin dan tanah.iyelah kat kampung kami mana ada buluh.payah nak cari.so guna tin sebagai alternatif.paling saya tak lupa dimana kami dikejar polis kerana bermain meriam di hutan sebelah masjid. gila aah

baazar ramadan

baazar ramadan merupakan tempat untuk mencari jodoh - "abu"

saya bersetuju dgn kata abu.siapa abu? nanti saya story siapa abu di entry yg lain.ok kalau dikampung baazar ramadan yg paling happening ialah di taman sebelah,yakni tapak pasar malam tmn perpaduan.saya suka ke sana sebab dapat bertemu dgn ramai gadis-gadis comel dan lebih byk pilihan utk membeli juadah berbuka puasa berbanding di kampung

lain2 aktiviti disepanjang bulan yg mulia termasuklah berbuka puasa bersama teman2 sekolah menegah dulu.ini lah masanya utk saya ketemu semula dgn teman2 sekolah.aktiviti wajib dijalankan setiap tahun.kire mcm reunion gitu

akhir kata selamat menjalani ibadah puasa dan semoga kita semua di rahmati Tuhan.

Plan utk cuti akan datang

2009-08-17T09:39:00.000-07:00

Saya hendak berjalan2 ke utara pada hujung tahun ini. Kemungkinan akan pusing2 ke penang,kedah dan perlis.tour naik bus dan keretapi.pasti cool kan?saya akan travel secara solo.bawak travel bag,sleeping bag dan D-SLR.lepak pantai layan view bintang2.snap gambar tempat yg akan saya lawati.meet new people on the way.new culture perhaps? Saya sudah muntah menghadap komputer dan melayan kerenah mat dan minah urban.

Sambungan entri band fictional # 2

2009-06-11T10:03:00.001-07:00

Sambungan entri band fictional # 2

3) School Of Rock
Band substitute jack black setelah direject/ditendang keluar dalam no vacancy.self proclaim true rocker yg percaya rock mampu mengubah dunia.terdesak untuk mendapatkan wang,jack menyamar sebagai rakannya dgn menjadi guru disebuah sekolah rendah dan seterusnya merekrut band member dari sana. lagi persembah terbaik dari jack black.zach lead guitar band ini mgm punya style dan skill

4) Rocket Boys – Anime Beck
Ini antara lagu fictional kegemaran saya.rocket boys adalah the hives dalam real world.band yg menjadi idola saitiou-san,lelaki tua yang mengajar koyuki bermain gitar didalam beck dan mempengaruhi hala tuju music koyuki dgn british rock.siap bagi koyuki pinjam les paul copy dan white falcon sebelum koyuki mempunyai gitar sendiri iaitu fender telecaster dan epihone SG.clip dibawah adalah sempena sebuah pesta featuring saitou san band dan koyuki + maho.

That all yg saya dapat ingat.rasanya byk lagik fictional band.go find out yourself

The Best Fictional band yg pernah saya dengar/tonton

2009-06-10T11:28:00.000-07:00

1)Beck (dari Anime Jepun)

BECK atau lebih dikenali sebagai Mongolion Chop Squad ialah sebuah band fictional dari mangga dan kemudian dianimasikan. BECK mengisahkan kisah seorang remaja yg bernama Tanaka Yukio atau lebih dikenali sebagai koyuki dalam menyelami dunia rock and roll bersama bandnya, Beck nama yg diambil sempena nama angjing pemain gitar utama Ryousuke.secara peribadi anime ni member kesan dan pegaruh yg kuat pada saya.Lagu2 dan lirik dlm anime ini mgm hebat.story line yg menarik. Maho rules!!!

2)

Stillwater ( Dari Movie Almost Famous)

sejak kali pertama saya menonton filem Almost Famous hati saya sudah jatuh cinta pada cameron crowe .kalau dikutkan saya dah tengok filem ini lebih dari 10 kali.siap boleh hafal dialog lagi.haha.ok filem ini mengisahkan alter ego cameron crowe sendiri pada zaman mudanya dgn manjadi rock journalist dan tour bersama Allman brother.instead dalam filem ni william miller yg bercita-cita utk manjadi rock writter tour bersama stillwater dan seterusnya membawa band ini manjadi cover rolling stones.sebuah filem yg hebat secara peribadi bagi saya. stillwater band yg bad ass!!

fever dog!! yeah

entry jiwang - lol

2009-05-28T02:22:00.000-07:00

saya suka kat awak.awak comel bila awak senyum :)

awak suka silverchairkan ? saya dedicate lagu ni utk awak

without you

Miles Away
There's hopeless smiles brighter than mine
And I need for you to come and go
Without the truth falling out.

Old incisions refusing to stay
Like the sun through the trees on a cloudy day

You brighten my life like a polystyrene hat
But it melts in the sun like a life without love
And I've waited for you so I'll keep holding on
Without You(2X)

Telephone
Socially scared and impaired
If the trees will bloom the wind can blow
Without the fruit falling out

Old incisions refusing to stay
Like the sun through the trees on a cloudy day

You brighten my life like a polystyrene hat
But it melts in the sun like a life without love
And I've waited for you so I'll keep holding on
Without You(2X)

Feels like the wind blows
Holding you with us
She takes no other
False light and ashes
Blooming like winter

You brighten my life like a polystyrene hat
But it melts in the sun like a life without love
And I've waited for you so I'll keep holding on
Without You(3x)

Feeling is everything

2009-05-26T10:48:00.000-07:00

Apa yg patut didahulukan? Perasaan ? Logik ? cakap orang ?

Tough call ya

everybody has to make choice. tapi apa choice yg terbaik utk kita

sometimes i wonder how to make a perfect decision. every single corner has been evaluated and yet i can't made my mind

and off course keputusan yg melibat hala tuju kehidupan dan bukannya simple choice how to decide between coke and pepsi - LOL-

just go with feeling itself ok kot

Good times come and goes

2009-05-19T14:13:00.000-07:00

aku agak depress.tertekan

Fuck!!

Terlalu banyak masalah dan cabaran.kadang-kadang aku rasa “is it the right path I walk”
Sigh~.
Aku teringat akan post seorang rakan sekolah yg masih aku keep in touch. Dia pernah kata kat aku. “zaman sekolah dulu rules”

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Sekolah sangatlah menarik dan cantek walaupun semuanya lelaki tapi kehidupan colorful waktu itu. Ramai yang masih lagi mentah dan masih lah bergelut dengan hormon yang masih lagi buta. Dadah, sex (sama dan berlainan), accident, gadoh (antara sekolah/kaum/sama kaum/kawan baik/cikgu), motor, awek, kakak tiri.
Penah satu waktu tue, kita semua tenang.. balik sekolah lepak medan kidd tengok manusia lalu lalang, manusia yang berjalan laju-laju-takut-kena-seluk-rompak-rogol(?). kita tengok dan tengok je sampai ke petang. shiz aku rindu zaman sekolah. Zaman semua orang berbaju puteh tanpa perlu rasa beza. Semua orang masih duduk dan gelak dan tiru kerja sekolah. Tak perlu pikir esok atau lusa, yang penting waktu kini. persetankan masa depan dan waktu tua.

End quote

Kalau kat kampung dulu time2 aku depress mesti aku pergi carik kawan2 aku. Husin,amir,jack,an,iju,manot,abe,abu,zury.Lepak rumah jack sambil layan folk rock,kacau awek2 kilang baru balik kerja,layan dvd dan lepak dan lepak sampai subuh.

Fuck

Zaman tu mgm indah.gembira walau tak berduit,tak guna gadget canggih tak pakai branded(bunde all the way),tak lepak kat kafe-kafe yg hip dan cool

Aku teringat kata seorang teman kampung yg berada di kuantan

“kita kena hadapi masa depan kita dgn penuh keyakinan walaupun kita tak pasti apa yg menanti kita” - (iju)

“azim,hang boleh.aku percaya kat hang” kata seorang teman yg kini menjadi pegawai kastam di pulau mutiara

“kita tak boleh berada dalam comfort zone forever man” (zury)

"early adulthood is hard.you gotta endure it" (Doctor in Sri Iskandar)

Should I give up? Sometimes I grew tired .letih dan sangat letih.hidup sendirian ini mgm babi.tapi aku tahu I can’t give up Yet. Aku kena go all out.i need to improvise my self. Terlalu banyak kelemahan.kena “tweak” sikit

I need to change.although i know i can't change overnight.i'll try somehow.the old me is fragile and vulnerable.

All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another. ~Anatole France

Change is inevitable - except from a vending machine. ~ Robert C. Gallagher

When you are through changing, you are through. ~Bruce Barton

# 1

2009-05-19T13:34:00.001-07:00

edited

too personal

thanks

azim

Run Fatboy!!

2009-05-14T12:12:00.000-07:00

I’ll hope by this morning onwards I’m gonna start running. i am getting heavier nowadays.and older too.Malaysia is food heaven and for people whom their nature of work is staying put in place without moving much. Obesity going to be your best buddy!!!

No more late night snacks. No more hang out at mamak( The Ais + Roti Banjir Rules)

Gotta start exercise.i even got man boobs!!

Fuck that shit!!! I gonna get rid of it

Wish me luck

P/S : Kepada rakan2 ajak aku bersukan bersama kalian

vermillion

2009-05-08T23:10:00.000-07:00

tiada apa yg saya ingin katakan. saya ingin tujukan lagu ini pada seseorang

again i screwed in my exam

2009-04-16T10:07:00.000-07:00

Wow.sudah lama saya tidak membuat sebarang kemas kini pada blog yg saya fikir tiada sebarang info intelektual.saya sedang sibuk dgn kerja dan juga peperiksaan yg berlangsung di university.sudahlah saya letih setelah sehari suntuk berpusing di bandaraya kuala lumpur untuk settle formal business di kota metropolitan yg sgt hectic. Saya perlukan tidur yg cukup dan dibuai mimpi2 indah

Exam stuff ( boleh lihat disini as prequel)

Hari ini juga saya telah screwed up utk paper network protocols.spt biasa pelajar2 yg lain saya lihat begitu tekun menjawab hanya saya sahaja yg memandang ke kiri dan kanan serta view hadapan dari bagunan 18 tingkat di Taman meru.nice view lah dude.view tepi highway yg terus setkan saya dalam mood laid back.dah lah bagun lambat sampai exam hall setengah jam lewat tapi masih boleh keluar awal lagi...gila aah.Sampai pengawas perperiksaan menyindir saya

Akak invigilator : awal keluar?
Saya : senyum sarcastic

Lepas keluar dari exam hall baru saya sedar yg saya tak bawa wallet hari ni.
Fuhh what a day

Current mood: tired and uninspired
Location: bandaraya dead

,NO SUBJECT

2009-04-03T10:01:00.000-07:00

SAYA SEDANG SIBUK DGN URUSAN DUNIAWI eg WORKING EVERY SINGLE DAY
- PERIOD-

Indepence Day Out 2 Festival

2009-02-01T10:41:00.000-08:00

Booth View 1

Booth View 2

This is not a review

Indepence day out 2

Sebuah festival seni yg mengabungkan music,art,film and DIY etiquette. Lebih 20 band beraksi pada hari tersebut dgn nama besar spt bunkface,the times,muck, free love,harmacy,oddity serta khottal. Not forgetting my all time local grunge heroes, Bloody Mary yg membuat penampilan istimewa selepas hamper 7 tahun tidak beraksi.

Saya sempat menonton screening film Why Run dari seorang Pengarah Muda sebelum keluar meningalkan dewan untuk meyaksikan free love beraksi

Khottal Rocks

List of band yg saya sempat tonton di main stages

1) Free Love

2) Harmacy

3) Khottal

4) Muck

5) Oddity

6) The Times

7) Couple

8) Revenge

9) Bloody mary

10) Bunkface

Free Love rocks and the crowd love them. Harmacy on track to stardom.Riuh is a total riot at mosh pit.Khottal blew me away with their performance. Khottal, hail from Malacca consist quite a large number of band member remind me to Arcade Fire and Social Broken Scene. Muck rocks too. I love the new songs “Local Trash heroes”.

Revenge a Glam Rock outfit from Central Market scene tries hard to impress the crowd as many of them starting to slow down after rocking hard with oddity,The Times and Couple.They are not bad.the vocalist reminds me to jack black from tenascious D

The most anticipated band for that day for me is bloody Mary. Heavily influence by Seattle music formed in year 1999 and disbanded on 2002 these are one of biggest indie band in Ipoh at that time. The band set list are

Waterfall

Beautiful Wednesday

Behind The Tears

Take Me To her

The band finished in style. It is not enough for the fans. Crowds waiting anxiously for the band to do an encore. Shah, the keyboardist and drummer came forward and apologize for not fulfilling the fans request as they are short on practice.

Last but not least the Hot shot from KL , Bunkface take over the stage.The Crowd goes wild as the bunk athnem start playing

End Year Post

2008-12-29T06:06:00.000-08:00

saya agak jarang online dalam bulan december kerana terikat dgn kerja freelance yg dah jadi full time job.saya kini sedang develop "bussiness application" iaitu inventory and stock control pada seorang client. Insya-Allah kerja saya akan siap pada awal januari

Sepetang Di Teluk Batik

2008-12-04T20:52:00.000-08:00

dua minggu yg lepas saya dan beberapa teman saya pergi bermandi manda di pantai teluk batik.saya rasa sungguh malas untuk menaip dgn panjang lebar kerana stress memandangkan saya perlu menduduki perperiksaan jam 3 ptg nanti

di sini saya attached few pic yg saya snap dengan telefon baru

dari Sony Ericsson iaitu Model P1i

click the thumbnail for bigger pic

baru tiba dari Ipoh

View di teluk batik

Aksi Manja dari Teman saya.Cita2 beliau ialah manjadi model

Lagi Pose di pantai

Aksi Comel dari teman saya yg sudah tua bangka

Aiskrim tak sedap dan rip off kata teman saya

exam and enter the sleezy mode

2008-12-01T09:36:00.000-08:00

nothing much to do at this period except for studying and some serious DVD watching session.

recently watched movie within 7 days

1 Lonesome Jim
2 Closer
3 Step Brother
4 Big Stan
5 James Bond Quantum of Solace
6 Tropic thunder

and complete season 1 of CSI Miami

Lonesome Jim is ok and lil bit depressing, baby face casey affleck did a good job portarying 27 years old depress loser ass who came back to his parent house after he ran out of cash.then he found out his family are having lots of problem such as crack selling uncle,loser elder brother and mom going to jail

closer is ok.i had watched the movie before hand.step brother are fuckin hillarious so do big stan by rob schenider

James bond latest flick is not as good as the previous one,tropic thunder are awesome and so do CSI first season

i screwed !!!!

2008-11-02T04:29:00.000-08:00

Saya baru sahaja pulang ke rumah di ipoh selepas menghabiskan exam Data Analysis dan Design dgn cara yg cukup screwed up sekali.saya akui saya agak leka,laid back dan take it easy lantas dalam dewan perperiksaan saya tergaman apabila menyelak kertas soalan. Chances utk saya lulus dgn flying fuckin colors adalah amat slim skali.sigh~~.

Saya lihat kebanykan teman sekursus dgn saya “berdansa” dgn pena mata mereka diatas kertas jawapan manakala saya asyik melirik pada gadis manis disebelah meja saya juga turut khusyuk menjawab soalan.tidak sampai setengah jam saya sudah keluar dari dewan terus menuju di kantin. kemudian 2 org teman saya muncul

Quote dari rakan sekursus saya

“Man you are damn good!!!! Finish up the god damn exam less than 30 minutes”

Saya hanya tersenyum.saya tidak pasti adakah ianya satu pujian atau pun kata-kata sarcastic.apabila saya mula menyusuri keluar hujan mula turun mencurah2.saya yg menunggang motosikal modenas kriss 110 pada waktu itu habis basah ditimpah hujan rahmat.

Everybody having fever eh?

2008-10-29T00:59:00.000-07:00

sejak pulang ke Bandar penuh depresi saya sering sahaja merasa sakit dan demam.saya tidak pasti kenapa.mungkin keadaan tempat tinggal saya disini yg tidak mempunyai ventilasi udara yg baik atau stay on air cond room almost 24/7? Atau pun too much di depan pc? Barangkali allergic dgn penyaman udara( ada ka allergic spt ini??).kelmarin saya diserang demam panas yg agak teruk jugaklah.kepala saya terasa berat dan amat sukar sekali utk saya bagun dari sofa bed yg sudah hampir worn out.namun saya gagahkan juga utk bagun walaupun terasa lemah badan.setelah berjumpa dgn doctor dan makan ubat yg diberi laa ni rasa ok sket. 

pada minggu lepas saya sempat menonton filem lakonan Mark Walberg, Max Payne!! Pada awalnya saya dan rakan2 saya ingin menonton filem aksi komedi dari ben stiller,jack black dan Robert downey JR iaitu filem tropic thunder

tapi memandangkan filem itu masih blom ditayangkan kami settled down ngan max payne.secara jujur saya tidak dapat menumpukan perhatian kepada filem tersebut kerana keadaan panggung yg terlalu sejuk(mid night beb,orang pon tak ramai) dan aksi sekumpulan remaja cina(NO RACIAL MARK INTENDED) yg membuat bising dan gelak ketawa pada scene2 yg saya rasa tak lawak.gila apa gelak all the fuckin time dalam wayang!!!!!!!!

Jalan cerita yg slow pada hemat saya. Cinematography yg mantap.kesan visual yg hebat jugak lah.not bad though.kemungkinan besar akan ada sequel.mark as Detective Max Payne nampak cukup bad ass tapi tak bad ass mcm dalam shooter

rating 3 out 5

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

2008-10-04T10:41:00.000-07:00

saya berasa kurang sihat hari ini.entahlah agaknya side effect selepas berpesta makanan di awal aidilfitri.hehe..baru sahaja menelan 2 biji panadol active fast + sapu minyak cap kapak di kepala.laa ni rasa ok sket.

saya kini berada di bandar depressi.kembali berkerja selepas hari raya ke 3.syawal kali ini biasa jaa seperti tahun2 sudah.sudahlah tukang jahit tidak sempat menyiapakan baju melayu last2 sarung baju melayu tahun lepas jaa.baju tu pon masih elok dan lawa lagik.so 1 guess no no big deal.oh yaa sempana 1 syawal yg lalu saya kini sudah officially berusia 23.nothing fancy though except saya kini berasa "tua" dan the best part dapat extra duit raya dari saudara mara.birthday lah kan kena la kasi extra.kan best kalau tiap2 tahun birthday saya sama dengan hari raya.hehe.Terima Kasih kepada teman yg wish birthday dan juga teman2 lain yg send sms,msg via sosial networking site dan juga via phone call.terima kasih.

saya jugak sempat menonton cerita terbaru dari shia labeuf.the eagle eye.pretty bad ass jugak cerita ini.

btw Selamat Hari Raya.maaf sekiranya entry2 saya pernah menyinggung perasaan anda

Entry pada subuh hari

2008-09-23T15:25:00.000-07:00

saya akui.rakan2 atau kawan2 atau sahabat atau apa yg yg boleh anda panggil itu sangat penting dalam kehidupan.as for me saya mempunyai kelompok kawan yg cukup saya sayangi.walaupun mereka tidaklah geek,cool dan hip,tidak melepak di tempat yg urban dan ekslusif,bukan hantu movie dan games tapi mereka ialah rakan2 saya bikin kehidupan saya lebih ceria selepas menempuhi life adakalanya cukup hectic dan penuh depresi.

saya bebas utk "express" my genuine self bersama these un-cool dudes dan the best part mereka ini juga faham dgn perangai saya and act accordingly.

kepada teman2 sekampun lekas2 lah pulang utk melepak

You Dont mess with zohan

2008-08-26T12:51:00.000-07:00

You don’t mess with zohan!!!!
Last week I managed to watch adam sandler latest flick as Israeli top soldier who fake his own death in order to become hair stylist.overall the muvee was ok. It was not the typical adam sandler muvee that I had watch before. too much cartoon scene kills the movie.ok here the synopsis of the movie.Adam sandler as zohan is bad ass Israeli commando whose on vocation has been called for special ops to kill phantom the so-called Palestine terrorist. What happens there zohan fakes his death and went for America in order to pursuit his long time dream as hair stylist. once he reach there zohan or his new name scarpy coco struggle to find job and eventually work at a Palestinian woman saloon and fall in love with her.this movie is set in a town where American Palestinian and Jew people run their business on the same block and accusing each other every time a problem popping up.

To ISRAEL

stop attacking and killing Palestinian People.why don't you just back off.screw you and your heroic act!!!

Other Recently watched Movie

21 – MIT kids trying to beat the Las vegas system and get beaten by old school vegas thugs
The Dark Knight – Joker is a bad ass

wherever i go

2008-08-26T12:02:00.000-07:00

The album leaf were playing on my stereo. the melodic yet catchy sounds blew me away.

i just went back from little walk around my area. though it was late. The raining and the cold weather made me walk pleasurable. to be honest I never feel this good in a long time. Watching the rains falls under the starry sky.wow!!!! that is so refreshing.i guess i’ve been sitting in front of computer long enough.working with machine do sucks.i wish I could go to some beach. I’ve always dream that I sat down at the beach enjoying the beautiful view of sunset, gazing the star on night and listening the wave sound. that would be heavenly!!! Escaping the hectic real world, demanding job, personal problem, fake people and assholes

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The Album Leaf - Wherever i go

Whereever I go, I take you with me,
‘Cause I don’t want to see you leave.
Whenever I go, you stay with me,
They won’t see you leave.
Are you here with me?
I want you here with me
Whenever I turn, you are gone from me.
And I won’t see you leave.
Whereever I go, your shadow follows me
I don’t want to see you leave.
Are you here with me?
I want you here with me.
You are here with me.
And I am here with you.
You are here with me.
And I am here with you

long time no post

2008-08-20T11:35:00.001-07:00

It’s been a while since I last post something on my gloomy looking blog. I’ve been busy with my job in real world hence not much time to be spend over the net. Although I still got tons of things I guess I neesdto write something. Somehow I manage to get away the hectic life last weekend’s and went to penang island. nothing much can be done there except some shopping and enjoying some local delight eg nasi kandar and char koay teow. I was quite disappointed that day for not able to do DVD shopping due to the limited time.

view from ferry

Penang Street

Masjid Kapitan Kelling

Penang Street

Inside Masjid Kapitan Kelling

Windows Server 2008 as Workstation

2008-06-24T05:44:00.000-07:00

this in an old post from my other blog and i decide to move it here

i just installed windows server 2008 a few day ago to test and to see what are the new improvement and feature on it.however after reading a topic from lowyat forum about how to transform your windows server 2008 enterprise edition to a very powerfull workstation with all the server need capabilities, i decide to give a try :) i'm using the 64 bit version on my AMD Sempron 3200++ and running with pretty smothly with 1.5 GB ram.

On top of that you can even play bad ass games such as Call for Duty 4,NFS Pro street and the graphic rendered with directX 10 is totally awesome.

here is my screenshot

click for larger image

click for larger image

currently i'm using to test the active directory function and setup a domain for my lab.if you ask me still lookin almost the same as windows server 2003.still got 52 day for trial though :) out of 60 day. but i read somewhere that you can have 240 day max

for more info on transforming into workstation visit

http://www.win2008workstation.com/wordpress/

For ISO image go to microsoft website and search there

Cool Panda

2008-06-14T10:11:00.000-07:00

Damn this sore throat!! makes me feel so not comfy.Sigh~. I guess this is the last time aku makan sate pagi2 buta.ok my life is pretty much the same. Nothing awesome thing happen though.hehe.talking about awesomeness last week I managed to watch kungfu panda. Although the main idea that day is to watch the last indiana jones sequel and due to inconvenient showing time, me and my buddy settled down with kung fu panda.as

I set my foot on the theather I saw a lot kids and heard quite a noise.haha.as for me who doesn't get the chance to catch a sneak preview and teaser or at least read review about this film it make me feel a bit uneasy. Ye lah paying 10 bucks tapi tak tau cite tu awesome ke idak kan? With jack black as the main cast I finally decided WTF jack black kan so layan je lah.

I really loves jack black of course in a non gay way.i loves his film and his style and his music too. So far I have watch orange county,school of rock(hell yeah),nancho libre,king kong,tenacious D and some muvee with smaller role like enemy of the state and cable guy.

So this movie turn out to be one hell of comedy + action movie.to be honest I really enjoy it and the spectator love it too.this movie is all about a sleazy panda who dream to become a kungfu master and how he overcome the problem and became the dragon warrior. I dare to say this the best animated movie I had watched so far. Hope there will be a sequel or something in near future

things which happen recently

2008-06-06T11:07:00.000-07:00

currently i'm at my home back in bercham.i feel so tired and sleepy.unlike my stay at sri freaking iskandar,i pretty much liked it here.of course being with family,having good meal,hang out with my best buddy is total awesome.unlike being there will cosing me hell a lot of problem and let alone depression and loneliness.yeah fuck D & L. and another thing it kinda hot there and i really doesn't have any idea what might couse the climate over there.

smash yer head on emo rock

2008-06-02T10:42:00.000-07:00

As usual I am starring at monitor doing nothing that has do with intellectual thingy.just browsing neogaf forum and read some article about xbox 360. hopesfall satellite years album is currently palying my computer speaker. Although im not really into emo music I always love band like hopesfall,Thursday and mineral.these band really rocks

For the past this week starting on Monday im not really doing anything because im kinda in holiday though.so this is my chance to do some research for my upcoming university project and start doing some assignment.i guess I had to take my studies seriously and my last semester mark doesn't look good though. perhaps it happens because my laziness and I underestimate the program which took. I guess life couldn't been much easier for me.duh

ohh ya petrol price gonna increase by a couple of month.damn man

life is.........

2008-05-08T10:42:00.000-07:00

as for me life is a series of.....................

disappointments

sigh~

Chase yer own light

2008-04-01T11:31:00.000-07:00

Saya sedang melepak di ruang tidur dibilik saya yg terletak disebuah Bandar kecil yg saya anggap “dead city”.tiada apa yg saya lakukan sambil mendengar cd band kegemaran saya, Jimmy Eat World saya kenali pada hujung tahun 2000.Album Jew(bkn jewish yaa tapi Jimmy Eat World) yg baru berjudul chase the light.bagi saya saya lebih menyukai album lama spt static prevails, Clarity and bleed American tapi saya layan saja lah.

Kehidupan semakin lama semakin komplikated bagi saya.dgn kerjaya dan spt saya sebut pada entri sebelum ini saya sibuk dgn kelas dan hamper dua minggu lagi saya akan menduduki perperiksaan.secara terus terang saya katakan,saya amat serabut ditambah dengan saya tidak mempunyai byk masa terluang utk mengulang kaji.Rakan2 pula semakin sibuk dgn kehidupan yg semakin mencabar.saya faham ini semua adat dunia dan saya harap mereka suksess dan kami sama-sama berjaya.Insya-Allah

Rainy Monday morning

2008-03-23T11:55:00.000-07:00

Here i am sitting down doing nothing at this particular time Rain still poring quite heavy and they day is kind of cold. not much happening around. Still the same o’l boring life. currently occupied with my day job and school. Pretty much fucked up too. It feels like it EMPTY inside. nothing just nothing. Sometimes I get this chill and I don’t know why.

The New Year

2008-01-10T09:13:00.000-08:00

So this is the new year ehh?? I feel nothing.the fact is I even don’t realize the new years coming until I received text message from my hometown kids asking me whether I wanna hang out with them watching firework at Jusco shopping complex roof top.so we went there.nothing to see if you ask me.the place is fully packed with people with their family family members gazing the dark sky hopefully to see the firworks.hehe.too bad the scene of fire exploding to the sky was quite far and you cant see properly. I was disappointed for not to be able watching upclose like the last time back in 2005 I guess.we ate some snacks,drink carbonated drinks,take some picture and move out to the infamous restaurant at green town.hang out for a couple hour before i had to take my move becouse i had to to work in the morning.on the way home,some idiotic mat rempit throw crackers on the road and almost hit my eye.fuck you mat rempit.dont you have anything better to do? why dont you go fuck your self!!! damn i'm so pissed back then

My life’s goes on.nothing much to talk about it except that this year onward I’m going to school to get my degree.life suxx.with high and long hour workloads and small pay.my hair is getting longer, I’m getting more weight.damm I look old.many kids are callig me uncle now L

Last words.for all reader(if is there any :p) happy nu-year.perhaps we all get to do things better from our last-last year.i just wanna earn more money,get a good grade,buy next gen console(xbox 360 here I come),decent LCD monitor,be a good kid to my family and a good friend to my friends and be happy.ohh i might happy if i manage to lose my weight and no more fucking depression and loneliness. just wanna be happy.

This is official every new year song from my all time favorite indie rock band,death cab for cuttie. The New Year

end year post

2007-12-22T08:31:00.000-08:00

2 days after raya haji already and a few days more for the nu-year.went no where this holiday season. just hang out with bunch of my kampung buddies,play bowling,snooker and court girls :p the guys love to go on karaoke session singing and jumping all over the place.konon-konon mosh pit :) though i missed the good old day ie jamming and singing loud at the street(not really on street,kebun pisang to be exact)play lan games over the 2-3 am.the other things now i sucked at bowl already.i guess it's been a while since last i threw the ball on the lane.

on the other hand i'm sitting on couch watching my dvd collection.i just finishing re-watch The Rock 1996 action packed movie starring sean cornery and Nicholas Cage.it is a good movie.a bunch of unsatisfied marine who rebels and demand USD 100 mils else launch bio-chemical weapon at the city of san Fransisco.the marine held 81 US civilian as captive in Alcatraz prison in SA or "The Rock".

since the prison has been abandon and there is no proper blue print,The US Seal team had to bring the one and only prison who managed to break out the prison with them in order to infiltrate the wall and bring down the rebels.the seal team ended up dying and the fate of the captive is in Captain Mason starring sean cornery as S.A.S elite team captured for stealing confidential micro film owns by US goverment.Along with mason, bio weapon expert,Dr Goodspeed staring Nicholas Cage as FBI agent.they somehow managed to stop the rebel marine and disengage the rocket launcher.

headaches kill ya

2007-12-10T09:15:00.000-08:00

I got headaches for few day and I think most probably what cause my dizziness is my brand new spectacles. Darn i guess I’ll have to get used to it and hopefully I’ll be allright.can’t even barely walk. good news though the power has been decrease.haha.i;m not really sure how it’s happening although I spent a awfully lots of time sitting in front of my pc doing stuff.

Last week I manage to watch hitman with my homeboys.i am thrill to watch to movie because hitman was one of my favorite computer games. I was exhausted that day because I just went back from field work that night and went straight to the theater.at first a friend of mine asked whether i wanna come and watch nana tanjung and i told him i'm not interested on that particular film and instead i kept telling him and his "girl friend" buy me hitman ticket instead.haha.It is really a good movie, fully action packed and in some scene it’s quite funny. Timothy Olyphant doing a great job as Agent 47. I remember him as the bad ass Kelly from the movie girl next door and a guy from live free or die hard.

Oh yes and recently i’ve been watching quite a number of DVD collection which i bought last weekend.Ocean 13,the next sequel from 2001 ocean 11 and 2004 ocean 12 and this time with Al Pacino really rocks!!

Here goes the list of recently watched movie in December 07

Rescue dawn

Death at Funeral

Ocean 13

Hitman

28 weeks later

Shrek the third

88 minutes

The Devils Advocates (year 1997)

you have stolen my......

2007-12-05T04:55:00.001-08:00

I just went back from a night market in my place and bought "soya panas",kebab and a yummy ice blended choclate.yeah.usually I'll buy more than 2-3 dish of food for my dinner if I went to night market but currently due to my overweight issue, I guess I'll have to stop taking all those junk food and try to eliminate the fat im carrying around.sigh~~ wish me luck!!!!

Other cool thing in night market or pasar malam you get to see lots of gadis-gadis elektrik as what my friend call them.haha

ok leave you people with a very nice video clip by dashboard confessional, Stolen.

We watch the season
Pull up it's own stakes
And catch the last weekend
Of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced
Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

Invitation only
Grant Farewells
Crash the best one
Of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed
Too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

And from the ballroom floor
We are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all
Will sleep well

Sleep Well

Sleep Well
Sleep Well
Sleep Well

you have stolen my
you have stolen my
you have stolen my heart

Watch you spin around
In the highest heels
You are the best one
Of the best ones
We
All
Look
Like
We
Feel

you have stolen my
you have stolen my
you have stolen my heart

Please Come To Me

2007-11-22T11:54:00.000-08:00

t been a habit lately for me to sleep late. most probably due to my addiction to internet.i knew it is not cool to spend a lot time thats why I try to restrict the duration for surfing and I fail horribly.haha

Let enjoy the song from one of my new favorite band.they got some excellent stuff.i wonder whether i got a chance to watch fireworks with someone special.perhaps one day

saya semakin malas

2007-11-20T10:01:00.001-08:00

Sudah lama rasanya saya tidak menerus menghantar entri2 saya diblog.sebenarnya saya amat malas sekali utk update memandangkan tiada perkara yg saya fikir menarik utk di "share" disini dan ada yang saya rasa terlalu peribadi dan biarkanya ianya terus berkubur disitu..perkara yg saya maksudkan itu tidak kena mengena dengan cinta ataupun perempuan.ianya merupakan satu tempoh yang sukar bagi saya

sedikit info berkenan Series TV Amerika

saya kini sedang mengikuti satu series terbaru di Amerika bertajuk, Reaper yg berkonsepkan komedi dan aksi supernatural.Ianya pada asalnya diarah oleh pengarah kesukaan saya,kevin smith dan malangya kevin hanya mengarah satu "pilot" episode sahaja dan kini menjadi konsultan pada series itu.

ianya mengisahkan seorang slacker dan college dropouts menjalani kehidupan seharian setelah mengetahui bahawa ibu bapanya telah menjual roh(sold his soul) kepada syaitan untuk mengubati penyakit bapa remaja tersebut.dan kini dia terpaksa berkerja sebagai "bounty-hunter" kepada syaitan tersebut dengan dibantu 2 orang teman baik yg berkerja disebuah gedung membeli belah.

ohh ya.Andi Prendergast is kinda Hot

ratings
3/5

Hari-Hari Di Penghujung Ramadan

2007-10-10T10:50:00.000-07:00

Saya baru sahaja bagun dari melelapkan mata sejam dua selepas berbuka.Hari ini hari yg sungguh meletihkan bagi saya kerana terpaksa “finish-up” kesemua kerja saya sebelum pulang bercuti selama seminggu.selepas seketika mebelek-belek talifon 3G yang saya konon2 beli untuk test dan mejalankan kajian megenai Liputan Rangkaian 3G yg sehingga kini masih belum saya cuba.hihi.biasalah saya hanya hot hot chicken shit.

Esok saya ingin berjumpa dengan teman saya yg baru pulang dari Pulau Lagenda.Dia mengajak saya kerumahnya utk melayan shisha bersama teman2 lain.wah ini sudah bagus.harap saya akan mendapat souvenir dari langkawi esok.

Persiapan Hari Raya telah keluarga saya lakukan awal2 lagi.Jadi tidak perlulah saya mebuat persiapan Last minute seperti Tahun2 lepas yang cukup meletihkan.Iyelah ramai orang dan “All the good stuff has been taken”.Ini memudahkan kedua orang tua saya menumpukan perhatian mereka pada ibadat dan kerjaya.

Ohh ya saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua umat islam yg mengunjungi blog yg membosankan ini.Maaf Zahir dan Batin.Saya hanya seorang Insan biasa yang tidak mampu lari dari Kesilapan.Sekiranya Tersinggung dengan kata dan perbuatan saya,Maafkan lah saya ye.Ok lah saya sedang lapar dan ingin makan Maggie goreng basah sambil melawak bersama gadis pelayan yg comel. :p

Demam,Hujan dan rasa sejuk

2007-10-07T09:26:00.000-07:00

saya tidak berapa sihat sejak 2 hari kebelakangan ini.cuaca semakin sejuk kerana hujan turun yg dari malam tadi kini semakin lebat.saya ingin tidur dan saya berharap dapat melelapkan mata.

btw terima kasih kepada teman2 yg menghantar sms,email dan komen sempena hari jadi saya.kepada seseorang saya berharap agar saya mendapat kad ucapan spt tahun2 sudah.

Morning Calls

2007-09-26T09:59:00.000-07:00

Person1: hello, is this azim speaking?

Me: ha,yes(sleepy mode)

Person1: i’m calling from **********,regarding your application as IT Specialist in our company

Me: ha.yes!!(sleep mode too)

Person1: so do you work now

Me: ha,yes

Person1: So u willing to come to us

Me: yeah

Person1: what is your expected salary

Me: arghhh RM xxxx to RM xxxx

Person1: ok noted.so do your familiar with OS Migration, firewall, anti-virus , Back-up system??

Me: Yeah should be no problem

Person1: Relocated??

Me: Yeah,No Problem?

Person1: Perhaps if we to hire you,we do start with contract basis.is it ok with you?

Me: Yeah,No Problem

Person1: Ok I’ll arrange interview by this week.if you hired would you start to work immediately

Me: I need atleast 1-2 week to arrange stuff

Person1: Any pro cert?

Me: I am certified under Microsoft

Person1: MCP right?

Me: Yeah,MCP,MCSA and MCSE

Person1: ok I shall call you later,Thanks

Me: ok

This conversation happend in my half conscious. I was sleep originally when my phone rang and display unfamiliar Number with KL prefix. After the conversation end, I continue sleeping until I realize half an hour ago that someone called me and yet I able to sleep back. :)

sleep dont weep

2007-09-25T12:56:00.000-07:00

I just went back from Restaurant around here to ate my sahur.i do feel sleepy too but bad my eyes wont close.i believe the heat is another reason to denied me to rest in a peaceful sleep. Instead right now I’m starring at newly bought 22 inch LCD and monitor my bittorrent download progress.As I expected the connection really put me in frustration.Damn you tmnet!!! How the hell am I supposed to download the ongoing American and some Japs TV Series.

My day today is very dull and unproductive day. I been watching 2 back to back chow sing chi movie in office today. perhaps the gloomy weather from morning to evening and the fasting season make me become lazier from the normal days

Right now the melancholic sleep don’t weep by my favorite Ireland singer-songwritter,Damien rice is playing on my stereo.

Sleep, don't weep, my sweet love
Your face is all wet and your day was rough
So do what you must do to find yourself
Wear another shoe, or paint my shelf
Those times that I was broke, and you stood strong
I think I found a place where I...

Sleep, don't weep, my sweet love
Your face it's all wet 'cause our days were rough
So do what you must do to fill that hole
Wear another shoe to comfort the soul
Those times that I was broke, and you stood strong
I think I found a place where I feel I will...

Sleep, don't weep, my sweet love
My face it's all wet 'cause my day was rough
So do what you must do to find yourself
Wear another shoe, or paint my shelf
Those times that I was broke, and you stood strong
I hope I find a place where I feel I belong

Sleep, don't weep, my sweet love
My face is all wet 'cause my day was rough

kehidupan saya dahulu cukup mengembirakan

2007-09-22T10:37:00.000-07:00

Adakalanya saya tidak sedar betapa cepatnya masa berlalu meninggalkan saya yg masih dibuai mimipi dan fantasi.Saya fikir dahulu saya tidaklah byk menghabiskan masa dengan menatap skrin komputer dan melakukan lain2 aktiviti yg sering dilakukan oleh geeks.saya masih ingat hampir dua setengah tahun dahulu.dimana ketika itu saya baru sahaja menamatkan pegajian saya disebuah kolej.ketika itu saya tinggal bersendirian disebuah rumah milik keluarga saya yg tidak berpenghuni.setelah saya amati hampir enam –tujuh bulan saya tidak melakukan seberang aktiviti sepenuh masa dan saya hanya membuat freelance kerja2 komputer dan membantu menguruskan perniagaan keluarga.kehidupan saya pada waktu itu sangat megembirakan saya.kerana semua teman-teman saya berada disamping saya ketika itu.selalunya mereka akan datang melepak rumah saya untuk bermain permainan video,mendegar koleksi kaset dan cd saya dan menonton televisyen atau menonton siaran langsung liga juara2 eropah sambil memekik pada pagi hari.jika tidak melepak dirumah saya,kami biasanya melepak di kebun pisang berhadapan rumah seorang teman saya sambil bermain gitar dan bernyanyi di jalanan sambil mengusik gadis2 kilang yg pulang dari kerja.sesudah itu kami akan meneruskan aktiviti yg tidak memberi seberang manfaat ke kedai kopi yg berhampiran terutamanya di 'Abe" atau ke "Pak Yob". sesi melepak kami akan berakhir sekitar pukul 3-4 pagi ketika tuan punya restoran sedang bersiap untuk menutup perniagaan

Terus terang saya katakan,itu ialah saat yg paling manis dalam hidup saya.depressi boleh pergi jahanam.saya dan teman2 saya hanya bergembira sepanjang hari.walaupun ada segilintir teman saya berkerja dan belajar terpaksa memulakan hari mereka dengan tidak cukup tidur.namun kini seorang demi seorang teman saya mula meninggalkan kampung utk mencari kehidupan yg lebin baik dan meneruskan pengajian ke peringkat tertinggi.terbaru kini hanya tinggal seorang teman sekampung saya yg masih tinggal di bandaraya ipoh.

ohh yaa.saya baru selsai membuat turun siri TV dari Amerika iaitu Prison Break.cukup megemparkan!!!

adam sandler must dai!!

2007-08-28T09:34:00.000-07:00

It is a really cold right now. not because the rain or the temperature outside is cold. it is cool because the room is keep cold by man made machine or Air conditioner which make this room below 20 Celsius's.haha. guess that not funny at all.ok I just pick up a wasted A4 paper near the printer and keep writing on it(yes I was writing on paper initially).today is quite day.busy and tiring day. The kid are preparing for the National Day celebration and all the pending job should be done before Friday.i woke late today and went late to work too.i been doing Adam Sandler movie marathon last night and I watched Anger Management and The Fucking Hilarious Waterboy.Last night I was bit down your with stuff and watching the spastic comedy performed by Adam really blows away all the sadness and despair.infact I laugh out Loud. So if you guys get down a something perhaps you should grap popcorn or nuts(I prefer cadburrry byte!!yummy) and sit your ass on couch and enjoy the movie.works on me but I'm not sure whether it work on you guys.here my top 2 recommendation

Happy Gilmore(best ever made)

Waterboy(nice one too)

Others are cool too.but do not pick Drunk Punch love or unless you are sad pathetic weirdo like him on the movie.currently I'm waiting on the upcoming Adam Sandler and Kevin James(Kings Of Queen) movie which is I pronounce Chuck and Larry.The Story is about 2 firefighter pretend to be domestic partner or Gay in order to get Pension since both of them doesn't have wife and Chuck(adam) doesn't have kid.i already watched to movie and really nice although they haven't release yet in Malaysian theather.

malam yg sedikit melankolik

2007-08-25T09:57:00.000-07:00

Saya baru lepas pulamg dari Gerbang Malam di bandaraya ipoh.setelah melakukan sedikit shopping dan juga window shopping saya melangkah keluar dari tempat yg sungguh sesak dengan semua jenis golongan dari muda,dewasa sehingga ke golongan pakcik-makcik.setiap kali saya ke gerbang malam atau TKK(taman kanak-kanak panggilan yg selesa dikalangan teman-teman saya,tidak lengkap lah sekiranya saya tidak sehingga ke sebuah gerai yg diberi nama,AH Yoong stall.biasanya di ah young,saya akan menikmati segelas Air Jagung saya kira sungguh istimewa dan re-freshing.bagi mereka yg tidak tahu bagaimana bentuk dan rasa air jagung,bayangkan ianya spt sirap bandung dan ditambah Jagung ala krim serta Ais krim vanilla.oh ya.saya mula melepak di gerai ini dari zaman akhir menegah sampai lah saya menamatkan kursus Diploma dalam bidang Informasi Teknologi dari kolej yg berhampiran.

Kini saya berada di rumah ibu bapa saya yg berhampiran pasir putih sambil mendengar muzik linkin park yg dimuat turun oleh adik saya di PC keluarga yg berada di ruang tamu.Wow saya dapati linkin park sudah mula berevolusi dan bunyi gitar yg kedengaran sedikit vintage.not bad.saya akui saya yg saya meminati band linkin park sewaktu awal remaja dan lain2 band rapcore spt Limp Bizkit,Papa Roach dan lain-lain sebelum influence muzik saya berubah apabila mendengar muzik-muzik bawaan scene seattle.Tapi setelah saya amati,Turnover saya pada evolusi muzik bermula dengan band bernama Bloody Mary dan Muck.Selepas mendengar muzik bloody Mary yg saya beli pada tahun 2002,ianya telah Berjaya untuk blow away muzik2 rapcore yg saya agung-agungkan selama ini.Saya harus berterima kasih pada rakan sekolah saya iaitu Mohd Adam yg Berjaya meracuni jiwa saya dengan muzik2 sebegini dan juga Mohd Jayzuan yg mengajar saya tentang muzik indie rock dan lofi.

mereka boleh pergi jahanam

2007-08-23T10:09:00.000-07:00

Saya agak marah dalam 3-4 hari kebelakangan ni.apa yg membuatkan kemarahan saya membuak-buak kerana perkhidmatan internet saya sangatlah mcm HARAM JADAH.sudahlah pihak tmnet sudah mula implement(or tmnuts) throttle atau bandwidth shaping utk konon-kononya menyekat aktiviti P2P.jadi pada pengguna tegar serta heavy downloader ini mgm menyakitkan hati saya.untuk download tv series yg bersaiz 170 MB memerlukan hampir 1 hari.bagaimana dengan movie-movie yg direlease oleh aXXo yg bersaiz 700mb.faq u tmnet.

drugs are bet with yer mind

2007-08-19T11:11:00.000-07:00

Saya baru sahaja balik dari memonton perlawanan bola sepak liga inggeris di kedai mamak yg saya fikir paling terkenal di area Taman Maju/Bandar Universiti.perlawanan kedua-dua pasukan seri dengan satu berbalas satu. Namun saya tidak dapat focus pada perlawanan secara lansung itu kerana mengalami sakit kepala dari pagi tadi.saya cuba sedaya upaya untuk tidak mengambil sebarang Paracetamol. ditambah dengan keadaan yg agak sedikit panas dan dipenuhi dengan pelajar-pelajar universiti serta disertai dengan sorakan dan jeritan yg excited dari golongan Fanatik dan Poseur.Namun kesan sakit kepala saya berkurangan apabila mendengar track meninggalkan aku sendiri dan dikala bulan bermain biola dari kugiran,HUJAN.tune yg sedap dan relaxing bagi saya

Semalam saya sempat melepak bersama berberapa teman-teman sekampung yg pulang ke ipoh.berbagai cerita dan topic kami bualkan daripada kisah Panas Namwee,Aksi –aksi dipagi hari di wallercourt dan sampai ke masalah dua orang teman saya yg ditipu majikan. Saya merasa sedih apabila kedua-dua teman saya diperlakukan sedemikian.sudahlah gaji yg diterima ialah separuh dari apa yg dijanjikan,malah seorang teman saya langsung tidak mendapat sebarang bayaran sedangkan masa + tenaga + kreativiti dicurahkan. Apa pon rezeki menyebelahi seorang teman saya berjaya secure dengan kerja kerajaan.

...............

2007-08-12T07:47:00.000-07:00

it been a while since i last update my blog.been busy a lot things back in real world ie jobs and stuff.my family just moved out from bbp to some new location in center of ipoh city.the main reason is my old house are quite from where my family to run their business.i’ve been living there since I was seven and after staying for so long and emotionally attached with people around,cool friend,awek2 hot back there.one thing for certain I gonna miss my good old buddy back there even though they literally not there to hang out with since most of them are pursuing degree and relocated outside ipoh city because of work and studies

the new area is not bad. but minus bit noisy and packed. unlike my previous taman.there is GYM.perhaps I should enroll,workout and get back to best shape. I’ve gain some weight after completed my college due spending a lot times in computer,games and other crap

I just done installing vista home basic to one of my client and went browsing around.i was surprise to see the list of sample music preloaded with vista which is 2 track of my favorite indie/power pop artist,The Posies.The track is I guess you right and love comes from their 2005 album,Every kind of Light which is fronted by Ken stringfellow whom I had meet in person back in 2006.

Again rain falls on everyone.

2007-06-16T08:15:00.000-07:00

Hujan adalah rahmat tuhan keatas alam.aku suka hujan.kalau hujan aku rasa selesa walaupun adakalanya rasa sedikit melankolik dalam melayan emosi.2-3 hari ni perkhidmatan “jalur lebar” amat lah tidak memuaskan.ym dan skype sering sahaja “dc”.kalau aku complaint skali pon aku rasa those bloody tmnut staff wont do anything to please their customer satisfaction.aku sebenarnya sudah bosan dgn keadaan camni.our gov always claim we got first class infrastructure and third world mentality user.selagi takda other broadband provider across the country,aku rasa the situation will remain the same.we consumer need more choice and option.sudahlah line slow,bagi heavy downloader mcm aku rasa frustrated.semalam masa buat bandwidth test aku hanya dapat dalam around 200-300 kpbs out of my 1 mpbs package.

Ok.recently i watched quite a number of movie.for instance,Epic movie which is total crap.not funny at all.

I like this one with Nicolas cage on it

Las Vegasshowroom magician Cris Johnson has a secret which is a gift and a curse which torments him: he can see a few minutes into the future. Sick of the examinations he underwent as a child and the interest of the government and medical establishment in his power, he lies low under an assumed name in Vegas, performing cheap tricks and living off small-time gambling "winnings." But when a terrorist group threatens to detonate a nuclear device in Los Angeles, government agent Callie Ferris must use all her wiles to capture Cris and convince him to help her stop the cataclysm.
-yahoo movies-

Cris Johnson's Powers and Abilities

Throughout the movie, Cris is credited with possessing powers of precognition, the ability to foresee the future, though he can only see two minutes into the future, and only his own future. He has to be potentially affected by someone else's actions in order to see them. However, because of the connection he has with Liz Cooper (Biel), he has been able to see up to a week into her future. Occasionally during the movie, a dramatic and sudden event will occur, usually resulting in the apparent death of Cris, only for the camera to pan to the side and show the audience that it was, in fact, one of Cris' advanced visions. In fact, the last 30 minutes of the film until the nuclear bomb detonates prove to be only one of Cris' visions.

As a result of his powers, Cris can play out in his mind all the possible ways an event can happen. He uses this ability first when he speaks with Liz for the first time, approaching her several times in different ways until he discovers the most effective way of approaching her.

Later in the movie, he is able to search multiple decks on a ship at the same time. He does this by running every possible scenario in his mind. Each route he could take through the ship is foreseen, including the consequences of each one. This allows him to search the entire ship in an instant, and know the correct route to take through it. The movie depicts this by showing him splitting off into multiple 'versions' of himself, with each version representing a different route during the same two minutes.

His power also makes it virtually impossible to kill him in any combat scenerio due to his ability to know his opponents movements before they're even conceived. He uses this ability a few times in the movie, allowing him to dodge two sniper bullets, defeat a group of marines in hand to hand combat, avoid multiple punches from Liz's ex-boyfriend, and even walk directly at a handgun-wielding terrorist while appearing to dodge his bullets. In actuality, he knew the path of each bullet as he could tell where he would have to be for it to kill him; his way out of this was to make sure he wasn't in these points as the bullet passed through it.

source by
wikipedia

back at the city of dead - bumpy ride blues

2007-06-14T08:31:00.000-07:00

hari ni aku sudah pulang ke bandar bosan setelah hampir seminggu berada di ipoh.spt biasa aku pulang dgn menaiki bas tambang utk ke medan kidd sebelum aku naik bas seterusnya ke sini.sudahlah perkhidmatan bas di bandar ipoh sangat teruk ditambah dgn keadaan bas yg daif,barisan tempat duduk yg kecil dan sempit.nak kata tambang murah tak jugak.bila agaknya ipoh akan menikmati kemudahan spt di bandar2 besar yg lain.

memadangkan aku antara org lama yg sering naik bas tambang dari area umah aku(dari sekolah rendah - sek menegah - end of my college in 2005) driver mahupon konduktor akan sentiasa memberi layanan yg baik pada aku.dan konduktor bas yg mengelarkan diri as "pak long".setiap kali aku naik bas aku akan berborak bersama pak long yg kira agak kool.umur sudah hampir 60 tapi masih kuat dan steady dalam mengharungi "bumpy fuckin ride" di bas.aku yg masih muda remaja rasanya x mampu.pak long sering menceritakan betapa susahnya kehidupanya dahulu dan keruntuhan moral pemuda-pemudi islam pada zaman ini.tidak lupa,bagaimana org muda sekarang tidak tahu menghargai erti kermedekaan,kesenangan hidup dan peluang utk meningkatkan taraf hidup setanding bangsa lain.

currently listening to
Trail of Dead - The Best

‘Ilham tarikh pilihan raya boleh datang tiba-tiba’

2007-06-13T11:40:00.000-07:00

BANGI 12 Jun – Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi hari ini mengulangi kata-katanya sebelum ini bahawa beliau masih belum mendapat ilham bila tarikh pilihan raya umum akan diadakan.

Bagaimanapun, kata Perdana Menteri, ilham itu boleh datang dengan tiba-tiba.

‘‘Ilham datang mana boleh ditentukan masanya. Ia datang tiba-tiba,’’ katanya pada sidang akhbar selepas merasmikan Muzakarah Imam-Imam Peringkat Kebangsaan 2007 di Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia di sini hari ini.

Desas-desus mengenai pilihan raya umum akan diadakan pada masa terdekat timbul kembali berikutan laporan mengenai ekonomi negara yang memberangsangkan selain berita gembira pernikahan Perdana Menteri dengan Datin Seri Jeanne Abdullah minggu lalu.

Kenaikan gaji kakitangan awam antara 7.5 hingga 42 peratus yang berkuat kuasa 1 Julai ini menguatkan lagi desas-desus berkenaan

Bagaimanapun, Abdullah sebelum ini menafikan kenaikan gaji itu mempunyai kaitan dengan pilihan raya umum.

Sebaliknya, tegas Perdana Menteri, kerajaan telah lama menimbangkan permintaan untuk menaikkan gaji kakitangan awam tetapi tidak dapat membuat keputusan pada masa lalu kerana ketika itu kerajaan tidak mempunyai kemampuan kewangan.

Sementara itu, ketika ditanya lebih lanjut mengenai tarikh pilihan raya, Perdana Menteri secara berseloroh berkata: ‘‘Sekarang ekonomi baik dan saya pun sudah kahwin... mereka (akhbar) akan tanya bila akan ada pilihan raya.’’

source by

utusan malaysia

http://www.utusan.com.my/utusan/content.asp?y=2007&dt=0613&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Politik&pg=po_01.htm

election can be happened at any time now and i not yet register to be a voter

rain falls on me

2007-06-12T11:13:00.000-07:00

sudah 2 hari kaki aku mengalami sakit2 dan lenguh gara2 berfoya dikota raya pada hari minggu.cuaca yg tidak menentu membuatkan aku rasa nak demam.ditambah dgn sakit tekak dan selsema.kini aku hanya menghabiskan masa dgn bebaring sambil menonton download tv series yg aku simpan di external harddrive.dan pada waktu malam melepak di kedai makan pak yeop bersama teman sekampung sambil menghirup milo panas yg manis dan memerhati gadis-gadis kelantan yg comel lote.

A Perfect Tour Gig Review

2007-05-01T11:17:00.000-07:00

56K Warning!!!!

Name band2 spt Bittersweet,OAG,The Times,TWKUA(They will kill us all),MUCK dan HARMACY sudah cukup utk peminat muzik indie utk menonton gig atau mini konsert yg berlansung di dewan bulan sabit merah.A Perfect tour kini berada dilokasi akhir sebelum tour ini diteruskan ke sabah dan serwak.dgn ditemani beberapa org teman,kami ke masuk ke dalam dewan lebey kurang 2.30 ptg.kelihatan harmacy sedang menghiburkan audience yang saya fikir mereka melakukannya dgan baik sekali..permainan mereka tight dan cukup menhiburkan.tidak cukup dgn set mereka pada hari tersebut,crowd mula meminta encore dan harmacy dgn coolnya membawa 2 buah lagu termasuk sebuah cover dari dinasour jr dan lagu mereka dari ep here to here bertajuk im not done.

Kini tiba giliran OAG naik ke pentas dan crowd mula berubah menjadi aggresif apabila radhi oag naik pentas.persembahan mereka baik dan crowd sing along dari awal persembahan hingga akhir.setelah selsai persembahan OAG,crowd masih meminta encore.radhi kembali ke pentas dan meminta crowd menyebut namanya berulang kali sebelum berlari menyorok disebalik langsir dan kembali semula utk menyampaikan lagu berhantu OAG sendiri,60`s TV.ternyata menonton aksi slumber radhi mgm menghiburkan dan crowd ternyata berpuas hati

Muck naik kepentas dgn tergesa-gesa kerana mungkin mengejar masa slot 20 minit persembahan mereka pada hari itu.Permainan mereka ok. namun terdapat kekurangan pada bahagian sound dimana vocal duktoi tidak begitu jelas.namun crowd tetap sporting dgn sing along2 lagu hits mereka.kini tiba giliran

TWKUA naik ke pentas.ini adalah kali pertama mereka bermain diluar kuala Lumpur dan kali pertama saya menyaksikan mereka secara live dan ternyata mereka tidak menghampakan.Persembahan mereka baik sekali.

Tiba giliran The Times naik ke pentas tanpa kelibat alim.persembahan mereka sangat menarik dan kool dan serta membuat crowd sing along bersama walaupun pada awalnya the times spt menghadapi masalah pada gitar dan naza spt "bergaduh" dgn pemain bass.

Band of the hour,Bittersweet naik ke pentas dan memainkan lagu2 dari album terbaru mereka, A Perfect Match.Mutu permainan yg baik serta persembahan yg berwarna warni berjaya memukau crowd.Ternyata mereka mempunyai aura tersendiri utk menhiburkan crowd walaupun terdapat nama2 besar spt OAG dan The Times yg bermain pada pentas yg sama.sebelum menyampikan lagu terakhir mereka ,bekalan elektrik terputus buat seketika dan kembali pada asal berapa minit kemudian.Bittersweet mengakhiri persembahan mereka dgn penuh bergaya

Keseluruhanya diharapkan gig-gig berkualiti spt ini dapat diadakan selalu.

saya adalah hero

2007-03-27T11:14:00.000-07:00

sudah lama saya tidak menulis.bukan saya terlalu sibuk sehinggakan tiada masa utk menulis cuma saya yg malas atau ketiadaan idea utk menulis.kehidupan saya spt biasa playing games(NFS Carbon,menonton downloaded tv series/movie dan sekarang ni saya sedang memberi sedikit tumpuan pada Linux dan open source.not much of geek life hey tapi saya geek yg kool :p

Don't ever let somebody tell you...
...you can't do something
Not even your parent
You got a dream...
...you gotta protect it.
People can't do something
themselves...
...they wanna tell you
you can't do it.
go get it

jika anda menonton pursuit of happyness anda akan faham apa yg chris gardner pesan pada anaknya

tagline diatas adalah utk self motivation

hidup tak selalunya indah

2007-01-09T08:40:00.000-08:00

aku takut aku tidak mampu lagi bertahan atau aku perlu terus berpura-pura menjadi macho dgn menghadapi kehidupan harian.aku berkata pada diri sendiri agar terus positif tapi ntahlah.aku benci dgn seseorang dan seseorang itulah yg membuatkan aku tidak boleh terus hidup sebagai loser.dan pada manusia yg sarcastic itu,fuck you!!!

Accepted - The Movie

2007-01-02T06:29:00.000-08:00

Bartleby "B" a senior in high school and failed to get a seat in any of 8 university which he applied.failing to do so then letter he try to convince his parents he can success to without college education.as he failed to convince mom and dad soon he create his own fake college with the help of a few loser friend of him.they leased old mental hospital and turn it into south harmon institute of Technology or S.H.I.T :)

Just as they are settling in, B and company realize they've done their jobs too well.soon a few dozen of other student came in. later all the parent found out that the college was fake and the premises has been shut down.B and his friend are on their mission into turning the fake college into functioning one and earn respect from his parent and girlfriend monica

Rating 4/5

last word

2006-12-26T09:08:00.000-08:00

Last Words

Today is quite a day. been busy a bit.for past 3 day I can really sleep well.i doesn’t know the exact reason why but one thing for sure the weather condition is a bit hot a few day.but other neighboring state has been suffering a serious flood.

Ohh ya.just coming back from salam corner after watching blue drop 2 point in Stanford bridge.it was quit a disappointing match for blue to threw 2 point after Ashley cole score in his own net with 5 minutes for the game to end with Chelsea leading 2-1.on the other side man yoo is extending their lead.

Attention: this not my last entry in my blog.this title reflect a song which I heard during when my first “chenta monyet “ended back in 2002 by a local indie rock band. Sigh~~

Kadang-kadang

2006-12-09T09:07:00.000-08:00

kadang-kadang aku rasa aku ni seorang yg LOSER.i'm totally good at nothing.dan kadang2 aku rasa spt dead!!!

Recently watched Movie

2006-12-04T11:38:00.000-08:00

1 clerks 1,11
2 Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
3 collateral
4 Cars
5 Behind Enemy Lines
6 The Ant Bully
7 Monter House
8 Crank
9 John Tucker Must Die
10 Jackass Number Two
11 Beerfest
12 The World Fastest Indian
13 Death Note Movie

aku baru2 sahaja berjinak dgn kevin smith stuff dan aku dapati cerita arahan dia sangat best.kevin smith ialah independent film maker yg menghasilkan clerks 1 dgn budget yg rendah iaitu USD 28.000 dan direlease versi Hitam Putih.Pada Tahun 2000,versi Animasi dihasilkan sebanyak 6 episod kerana kurang sambutan ianya terpaksa di berhentikan.paling latest clerks 2 released in 2006.berkisar tentang kehidupan 2 perkerja fast food yg sebelum ini berkerja di groceries Quick Stop selama 10 tahun.kisah 2 org sahabat yg mempunyai personaliti berbeza.mereka terpaksa berhenti kerja di Quick Stop akibat kebakaran yg disebab oleh kecuain Randall,watak dalam filem clerks yg bermulut lazer dan kool :)

Jay and silent bob turut membuat cameo appearance dan kevin smith as silent bob.Jay and bob a stoner who sell marijuana in front the store. of sepanjang aku layan kevin smith stuff,mesti ada cameo oleh ben affleck,matt damon,jay and silent bob dan jason lee.starwars,LOTR and Transformer Geek.please take a note.Personally aku suka part radall, a star wars geek make a fun elias which is a LOTR Geeks. This movie is fuckin cool.rating aku 4.5/5 Star

Yes Dear

2006-12-01T10:29:00.000-08:00

aku masih tidak dapat tidur walaupun jam sudah hampir 3 pagi.esok aku kena bagun awal dan travel ke lumut atas urusan kerja.dan spt biasa aku berada dalam keadaan serabut.minggu ni aku minggu extra-busy utk aku.I've attended a few interview in this week.sebenarnya aku quite happy dgn kerja sekarang dan takda niat utk cari kerja lain.saja jaa nak test market

malam ni agak sejuk dan aku agak melankolik dalam melayan perasaan.aku terkenang akan perbuatan seseorang terhadap aku baru2 ini.apa yg dapat aku simpulkan pada zaman sekarang ialah janji dan kata-kata seseorang tidak boleh diterima pakai.I'll guess it's ok to say everybody is a fucking liar.or maybe i got trust issue.

currently listening to FREE LOVE - Yes Dear.check them out.these guys are really cool people

Blues Survive

2006-11-26T11:05:00.000-08:00

aku baru sahaja pulang dari restoran salam corner setelah selsai menonton perlawanan bola sepak diantara pasukan manchester united dan chelsea.keadaan disana amat lah pack dgn segala mcm org dari budak-budak,student dan juga bapak budak sendiri.hehe.perlawanan yg berkesudahan dgn keputusan 1-1.tahun lepas chelsea tumpas di old trafford tetapi bangkit menjadi juara.1st half chelsea back four are really sloppy.aku rasa man yoo boleh menang dgn jumlah margin goal yg tinggi.sheva masih terumbang ambing mencari rentak permainan pantas EPL.mujur cravalho menanduk masuk dan menjadikan skor1-1.

FT Manchester U. [1 - 1] Chelsea
21' C. Makelele
29' [1 - 0] L. Saha
36' D. Drogba
55' M. Carrick
69' [1 - 1] R. Carvalho
85' A. Cole

The Other Half

2006-11-19T11:10:00.000-08:00

kadangkala aku dapat rasa yg aku bukan diri aku sendiri.aku sudah letih.biarkan aku menjadi diri sendiri.aku perlu jujur.aku sudah benci hidup berpura-pura

i am a fuckin faker

Life is a motion picture

2006-11-08T08:00:00.000-08:00

It been quite a long time I had post something in my blog.been quite busy though. the student already coming back from their raya holiday and most of them are preparing for their final exam. this week is a busy week. I still got tons of work to settle down. it’s one man show right here and i have to do all the stuff including the dirty work. Sigh.anyhow I think it worthwhile :P

Last week I manage to get gig gin back in my hometown. the headline was good nite electric from indonesia plus some major indie rock act such as MUCK,FREE LOVE,COUPLE,BITTERSWEET and other supporting band. Couple and bittersweet are friggin awesome.the set were tight and totally enjoyable. Muck and Freelove are not their best act that day. Both guitarist of respective band snap the guitar string. hectic schedule for freelove as they play without getting any rest after performing at zouk the night before the gig. Unfortunately I miss the last act by goodnite electric.

masa berlalu dgn pantas

2006-10-12T09:12:00.000-07:00

aku baru sahaja bagun tidur.selalunya time-time cuti begini mgm amat rare sama skali utk aku bagun awal.hampir 2 minggu sudah bulan ramadan ni.bagi aku rasa cepat gila.rutin hidup aku masih tetap mcm biasa.cuma agak melankolik dalam melayan rasa lapar dan dahaga.

aku baru sahaja melangkah ke usia yg baru.menurut seorang teman,"azim hang dah tua".kepada teman2 yg menghantar sms,talifon dan msg via myFspace.Terima Kasih.aku sayangkan kalian sebab kalian mgm fuckin cool.kpd jack,yazid,amir dan manot.terima kasih sebab menghiburkan hati aku yg sudah lama tak berapa gembira.aku juga menerima kad ucapan dari seorang teman perempuan telah lama aku tidak bersua muka.aku sangat terharu.segala memori indah aku tentang dia kembali. aku tidak pernah menghubungi awek tu dalam tempoh 3 tahun disebabkan 'lost contact' selepas keluarga dia berpindah.malam tu aku berjaya mengabiskan kad kredit rm 30 dan berbual panjang.fuck.tak penah aku sembang selama itu. ianya satu perasaan yg sangat cool.

Nasi Bungkus dan Plastik Beg Hitam

2006-09-27T12:14:00.000-07:00

aku baru saja pulang dari mapley dgn menjinjing sebuah beg plastik hitam yang berisi sebungkus nasi goreng ayam dan sebungkus milo ais sebagai bekalan sahur nanti.aku agak terkejut.knapa plastik hitam.

aku : ane.apasal kasi plastik hitam?
ane : start puasa sampai raya.kita pakai plastik ni.budak2 yg mintak plastik ni
aku : ohhh.plastik lain takde kaa?
ane : tarak laa abang
aku : ok ok

hari ni aku berbuka di surau yg berdekatan sini bersama seorang teman baru aku kenali.lepas solat magrib jemaah disajikan nasi minyak + ayam masak merah + rendang.murah rezeki aku.yg pasti aku rindukan suasana ramadan di kampung aku.tenang dan cool.yg pasti aku dan berberapa teman akan berterawih dan akan ke bazaar ramadan membeli belah juadah berbuka puasa.antara favorite aku kat baazar ramadan sudah semestinya Air Soya + Cincau dan kuih muih spt samosa dan popiah basah.aku rindu suasana itu dan juga awek2 manis di baazar ramadan di kampung aku.

close your eyes

2006-09-04T12:23:00.000-07:00

sedar tak sedar kini sudah hampir setahun aku disini.macam2 perkara terjadi baik buruk dan baik.aku tahu aku tak boleh byk merungut kerna disini tempat aku mencari rezeki.yg pasti aku rindukan bilik tidur ku di rumah kerna aku amat sukar utk melelapkan mata di sini.

aku yg amat letih

azim

anything and everything

2006-08-30T09:57:00.000-07:00

Anything and Everything - The Posies

aku 'loner' utk merdeka ini.slalunya aku dok lepak ngan member atau family sambil ushar fireworks kat dataran atau lain2 aktiviti.pada asalnya mgm aku ada aktivit utk merdeka ni,pegi gig kat bar kita suka yg di organize bodysurf music.kini tinggak aku keseorangan sambil ditemani pc yg memutarkan lagu2 posies.

keadaan aku kurang stabil kerna perut aku yg masih kosong sebab x makan mlm lagi.aku rasa malas utk turun mapley utk mkn malam.instead plan aku utk mlm ni layan maggie.besides lapo aku juga letih dan rasa fucked up.terlalu byk utk aku fikirkan buat masa ini.serabut.aku bkn seorang yg tabah dan kuat.aku sering jatuh.tapi utk bagun balik amat susah rasanya.

life is a motherfucker

2006-08-29T03:50:00.000-07:00

sorry for being an asshole

touch me

2006-08-09T10:24:00.000-07:00

This is one of my favorite footage from the doors. If watch properly you could see jim forgot the lyric in 2nd verse.

Yeah!, Come on, come on, come on, come on
Now touch me, baby
Can't you see that I am not afraid?
What was that promise that you made?
Why won't you tell me what she said?
What was that promise that you made?
Now, I'm gonna love you, Till the heavens stop the rain
I'm gonna love you
Till the stars fall from the sky for you and I
Come on, come on, come on, come on
Now touch me, baby
Can't you see that I am not afraid?
What was that promise that you made?
Why won't you tell me what she said?
What was that promise that you made?
I'm gonna love you, Till the heavens stop the rain
I'm gonna love you
Till the stars fall from the sky for you and I
I'm gonna love you, Till the heavens stop the rain
I'm gonna love you
Till the stars fall from the sky for you and I

I’ve been getting a lot of stress due my unfinished work. But somehow I managed to finish up watching all 8 DVD that I bought earlier this week and the consequences are waking up late the next day and late for work as usual.

Slacker never learn

happy as ........

2006-07-31T11:59:00.000-07:00

in this few day i had a rare feeling,which is happy i guess.happy becouse i met new and old friend recently(i am a loner here)and the most happiest thing is getting paid for all my work.hehe.i guess "green stuff" is all about happiness.you can't be happy if dont have $$$,but i've seen some people happy with their life even they dont have much $$,no fancy house or car,no statelite tv,no broadband,no cool gadgets or other stuff.pretty weird right? i bet most of us think cash is "KING". i had the same thought

i wanna be happy now

Pirates of Caribbean, Dead Man Chest

2006-07-20T08:04:00.000-07:00

sudah lama aku tidak menonton wayang.lagi2 mid-night show.kali terakhir,layan cita Fearless pada tahun baru cina.dan tu dudak barisan yg paling depan skali.fuck.sakit tengkok dibuatnya.yang paling best bau arak begitu ketara disebabkan pada mlm tu penuh ngan mamat2 "Feng Tau" celebrate chinese new year.haha out of topic

kali aku ditemani manot dan an dan menaiki toyota "Sekolah lama" milik manot yg cool.hehe.overall aku mgm enjoy.no wonder laa cita ni top tahun ni.lawak dan padat dgn aksi.aksi johny depp begitu cool.dan spt yg aku jangka cerita ni bakal mempunyai sequel yg ke 3 nanti.ini kerana pd penghujung cerita will turner lakonan orlando bloom akan kembali mencari captain jack sparow dan black pearl,kapal yg digunakan oleh jack.

setelah abis cerita.kami pon pulang kerana aku dan manot akan berkerja keesokan harinya dan an akan pulang ke tanjung malim.

ask me no question

2006-07-17T12:09:00.000-07:00

this morning i got an exam for my professional course which i'm enrolled in.darn!!! i'm not really prepare for it.clocks are ticking away and right now i feel damn sleepy.previously i was watching the wedding crasher instead of reading for my fuckin exam.the story about two best friend enjoy partying(sex actually) by wedding crash.watch out for your self.it's kinda cool

right now i'm listening to ken stringfellow - Ask me no question (private side)

Indie rock nite

2006-07-15T09:04:00.000-07:00

sejak aku dapat msg dari jayzuan di ym lagi aku dah teruja dgn gig yg dianjurkan bodysurf music.sebabnya,gitarist dari band power-pop yg aku minat akan main solo set dan support satu lagi band luar,beezewax.Gitarist dan Songwriter yg aku maksudkan tu ialah Ken Stringfellow dari The Posies.Ken turut bermain dgn lain2 band spt Big Star dan R.E.M.local indie rock heroes spt Muck dan Free love turut serta sambil dibantu oleh The Televator,Portia(tidak hadir),oddie audio dan shizuka.

aku ke gig sambil ditemani yazid dan show telah bermula di ketika sampai disana.kelihatan televators sedang "rockin" di stage.mereka menyanyikan sebuah lagu cover dari Taking back sunday dan lagu dari EP mereka sendiri.permainan mereka agak baik.ketika giliran free love membuat persembahan,crowd sudah mula bagun dan mula berpogo dan aksi slam-menylam pon berlaku.permainan free love pada malam itu bagi aku laa sangat best dan lagu-lagu baru mereka sangat catchy sama sekali.nyanyian jay penuh emosi.Thumbs Up Free Love.

Band seterusnya shizuka mula beraksi.mereka menyampaikan lagu2 yg baru dan sebuah cover.kini tiba giliran muck mengambil pentas.persembahan mereka pada malam itu amat laa hebat.Tight dan penuh energi.mereka menyampaikan lagu2 yg baru dan satu lagu dari kompilasi Radio malaya,waiting room.beezewax muncul diatas stage setelah mengambil masa yg agak lama utk set mereka.nampaknya crowd mgm sukakan band ini walaupun bass beberapa kali mengalami masalah.kenneth ishak,vocal beezewax mempunyai vocal yg harmony dan permainan mereka juga tight dan energetic.ini kali pertama aku mendengar band dari norway yg memainkan konsep sebegini.

ketika Ken String fellow mengambil tempat di stage. kelihatan crowd mula mengambil tempat duduk.ada yg balik dan ada yg masih setia mcm aku.hehe.ken tampil dgn set ringkas dan nyanyi tanpa mengunakan mic.kata jay,lebih intimidate.dan aku setuju.persembahan ken pada malam itu sangatlah istimewa.cuma aku agak kecewa ken tidak menyanyi sebarang lagu the posies pada malam itu crowd kelihatan kagum dgn vokal ken.

aku pulang kerumah dgn perasaan letih dan gembira sambil membawa pulang cd private side yg ditandatangani oleh ken sendiri

Gangsterism in school!!

2006-07-08T08:32:00.000-07:00

today i found one hot topic in lowyat.net forum regarding bullies and gengsterism in school and they provided videos too about this stupid things.this is what happen if goverment allow student to bring cell phone to school and these kid enjoy fucking around with their expensive phone and record some stupid stuff.

i was shocked after watching the first vid show a group of "bitch" bullies a helpless girl which i dont really understand the reason they done this to her since the vids is in mandarin.

other vids showing a so-called hong kong heroes bully another helpless male kid.i really wonder why not even one of those bloody school kids who watch this never try to stop it instead they enjoy watching.

watch your self here

2nd vids you can find
here

Sleepy

2006-07-07T13:06:00.000-07:00

This my 2nd post in a few hour(already 4.00 am)and i could'nt sleep at all.and right now i gonna watch family guy

luahan rasa

2006-07-07T12:05:00.000-07:00

aku seperti biasa masih terpaku dihadapan monitor.hanya monitor dan cpu ni sahaja masih "setia" melayan segala apa yg aku minta.sambil bohsan menunggu abis download cerita supernatural elok juga aku dok mengarut kat sini since dah lama gak aku tak update blog aku yg tak seberapa.maaf kalau cara penulisan aku agak sucks sebab aku bukan seorang yang pandai menulis tentang diri aku sendiri

right now kepala aku rasa berat.serabut dibuatnya.mungkin aku terlalu banyak memikirkan sangat masalah2 aku.atau rambut yg sudah agak panjang ni merimaskan aku.kata mak aku,dah mcm maggie.aku rasa hidup aku sekarang ni sunyi,buhsan,letih dan x bermaya.mungkin letih berkerja.self employed mcm aku susah nak cuti.mungkin aku perlu ambil cuti bagi meringankan beban yang kepala aku tanggung sekarang.Man i need a vacation

recently many things happen in my life.ada benda baik dan ada juga benda buruk.yang buruknya my fuckin phone got stolen aku baru jaa beli phone tu. tak sampai 2 bulan.aku bukan ada duit sangat.infact ni first time beli handphone atas seribu ringgit.aku rasa tersangat laa down as fuck.you son of bitch yg menyamar jadi polis dan rompak aku,i'll never forget you.
semua ni aku rasa silap aku jugak kot.terlalu percayakan orang.secara zahirnya,the fucker who rob me tak ada rupa penjenayah.mamat tu sangat laa soft spoken dan decent look.damn you.mak aku cakap tok sah pikir kan sangat.duit boleh cari katanya.yang penting nyawa tu.tapi ntah laa.banyak jugak orang yg bergadai nyawa utk duit.ermm.yang pasti aku terpaksa membayar dengan harga yg tinggi utk secebis pengalaman pahit.

good news is aku sudah selamat menerima my MCSE,MCSA and MCP kit dari Microsoft Singapore.dan diploma aku jugak akan aku terima dalam masa terdekat.banyak orang yg dekat ngan aku nasihat aku utk further study.tapi rasa mcm malas laa pulak.ex classmate pon ramai gak.yg follow.tapi aku mcm x konfiden jaa.not motivated and low self esteem i guess.aku rasa aku kena baca buku dan menonton program motivasi lepas ni.

cerita-certi v2

2006-02-20T12:12:00.000-08:00

sambil melayan lagu-lagu dari death cab for cuttie dari album plans,aku terpaku depan monitor membuka laman web myfspace.aku pon tak apa sebab aku sudah addicted sama laman web ini.aku bukanlah selalu dapat komen dan mesej dari kenalan2 disini tapi masih tetap nak bukak.bak kata seorang rakan, Myspace is for pevert!!! betui kaa aku ni pevert???aku tak nafikan setiap kali aku browse myspace musti melihat profile gadis lebih-lebih gadis yg manis dan seksi.ya saya mgm peverted. Myspace is for pevert!!!!!

semenjak 2 menjak ni hidup aku agak sunyi sebab kebanyakan kawan

aku kat sini dah tak lepak sini. ada yang sambung belaja,kerja dan masuk tentera dan polis. yan dah blah ke sungai petani smbg belaja jd MA(asst doctor),jet blah shah alam kije proton,an balik poli kat tg malim,husin balik melaka dan wan auw masuk tudm.kira tinggal aku ngan manot jaa kat sini.bohsan!!!baru balik lepak mj(restoran Mak Janda) dgn manot dan nick.amat buhsan lepak bertiga.

dua minggu lagi aku akan abis belaja di informatics ipoh.bulan depan kena start praktikal.satu hapa pon belum prepare.exam pon baru clear satu paper.6 paper lagi perlu aku lepasi before i get the so-called mcse title.fuck.study pon last minute camna laa nak pass exam.sudah laa aku ni malas orangnya.camna laa aku nak baca buku teks yg aku lihat tinggi mengunung.satu lagi alasan yang diberi oleh orang yg malas.aku mgm x pandai menulis dan berkata-kata.daripada duk terus merepek dan krepek,lebih baik aku sambung balik studyyy

cerita-certi

2006-02-03T15:25:00.000-08:00

ermm,aku bukanlah seorang yg pandai menulis tentang kehidupan aku sendiri.jam sudah pukul 3 lebey dan aku masih susah mau tido walaupun aku sedang mengantuk.pelik yaa
Recently i have been through some real stress and it still going on.rasa down as fuck!!!aku tarak tau camna nak describe. study lagi.masalah dengan kolej lagi.damn!!!!my fuckin college x dapat deliver diploma dlm masa yg dijanjikan.selidik-selidik sikit last2 dapat tau yg kolej ada management problem.tak bayar royalti pd license holder.so camna nak dapat dip camni?dah 4 bulan dah grad.setengah kompeni nak transkrip+cert. fuck!!!.Buat masa ni aku tgh study kat Informatics ambik course MCSE(Microsoft Certified System Engineer) dan the best thing is course ni aku dapat Free sebab join program skim latihan graduan.kalau ambik sendiri mau 7-8 ribu.part x best pulak kita org yg study course ni kena complete the whole thing dalam masa 2 bulan setengah termasuk ambik 7 exam microsoft!!!!gila PSMB.

bad things happen all time

2005-09-21T12:14:00.000-07:00

i was involved in a car accident at ipoh-lumut higway.damn it. one drunk chinamen hit my car and other 2 more cars.thank god i dont sustain any injuries.the damage to my car kinda big.windscreen broken to pieces,both right hand side door was smashed by the idiot

Kung Fu Hustle

2005-01-04T12:49:00.000-08:00

ermm pagi tadik pergi hantar project documentation kat lecturer aku lepas doing a bit alteration. nasib baik dia kasik can. kalau tak mau potong markah. lepas tu pi jumpa orang yg incharge pasal fees. mintak statement jumlah yg aku utang kat dia. nampaknya utang aku dgtn kolej sudah abis. kolej plak yg utang aku sekarang ni. tapi the bad thing is aku hanya boleh dapat refund lepas habiskan course aku kat sini

Yeah. Dah tengok cita kung fu hustle.aku ada ajak adam,kawan sek dulu.tapi bila call x dapat dan dia mgm nak tgok cita tu. so far mgm bestlah cita ni walaupun agak ngarut sikit jalan cita. paling best bila stphen chow dul lawan ngan geng2 kapak.mcm neo matrix. lepas tengok wayang beli some cds then ciow

A Brand New Year

2004-12-31T23:48:00.000-08:00

salam

genap setengah jam lagi aku akan masuk ke tempoh masa yg baru. i mean tahun yg baru. tahun 2004 bakal meninggalkan aku. terlalu banyak perkara yg berlaku tahun ni. off course from disaster,kenangan manis dan sebagainya. ermm

tadi kuar utk membeli mee rebus. on the way nak balik terserempak laa ngan budak2 moto yg aku rasa nak pi sambut new year kot. celebrate new year dgn resong(race) moto??? korang nak celebrate laa. tapi aku akan duduk dirumah. tribute to tsunami victims. God thanx for let me live longer

aku skang tgh buhsan. menghadapt komputer dan sambil bersembang di YM bersama beberapa rakan. semuanya stay dirumah dan kata mereka there nothing to celebrate this brand new days. apakah dgn kita memekik dan mejerit di dataran-dataran negeri membawa sebarang erti?? apakah kita semua dah bersedia menempuhi tempoh masa yg baru?? cabaran yg bakal mendatang . ermm

happy so-called brand new day to all

TEN

2004-11-24T12:47:00.000-08:00

ermmm apa aku nak cita arrr. lama gak tak updata jurnal aku yg satu ni. sejak akhir2 ni aku mengalami kekeringan idea dalam semua kerja-kerja aku. aku pon tak tau pasal apa.

raya?? camner dhn raya korang tahun ni. tahun ni raya kat umah mak long aku kat manjung.buhsan gak sebab sedara-mara semua dah besar. kalau yg muda tu muda sangat.buhsan sangat2 time tu. rasa nak balik ipoh jaa raya umah member2.ader gak terlintas nak raya umah kawan pompuan aku yg sorang ni. tapi segan plak pi sorang2. dia pon ada call soh aku mai umah dia. ermm ntah laaa

kelapa aku terasa berat menatap screen J creator. coding masih byk erorr. malas plak nak rectify erorr. sambil-sambil tu layan lagu ni. penuh emosi sekali

Ten / clarity
Jimmy eat world

We left behind the busy crowd.
So it seems we slow down.
Meet me with a way out through the lies.
Nowhere, going nowhere in the fake yellow light.
The feelings change so fast.
Safety scares them away.
I can't bring myself to say it's my own advice I need.
Nowhere and then nowhere.
Living trapped inside the chase.
Our weekness is the same.
We need poison sometimes.
So take another drink with me.
Blame no one.
Look in my eyes and blame no one

gotta go

Ramadan

2004-10-22T12:46:00.000-07:00

salam

lama aku tak reply kat blog aku. aku pon takder sebab yg specific. kehidupan aku yg statik. takder perubahan. buhsan?? perkataan yg terpancul dr mulut aku hampir setiap hari.

bulan pose baru bermula.dugaan mgm banyak. tapi kena banyak bersabar. panas terik,kije apa semua tu kan. just rock wif it laa kan. aku pon on the verge nak abis study. 7-8 month to go. tak tau nak buat apa? elective pon blom decide. nak ambik network atau database?? conpius

recently addicted to the cure latest album. after 3,going nowhere,the end of the world antara fav aku. dlm masa yg sama tgh tunggu jimmy eat world latest album. dapat 3 lagu dlm p2p program

selamat berpuasa kpd semua warga ittutorian. moga ramadan kali ini membawa byk makna kpd kita

Smash Your Head With Computer Programming

2004-08-18T12:45:00.000-07:00

salam

ermm another boring wednesday!!!! stuck in the lab to fix my program.darn!!! it make me headache.and the best thing the pc here got no Netbeans.arghh .I have to use the primitive way the solve the problem that means The NOTEPAD.after a few moment my program was erorr free. so the problem is on the Variable that doesnt match with the database in Access.

The Exam has been postponed due the request from the another batch.so that is a good news.i got more time to do my revision.since i have 13 books to finish,it can be considered as Big Advantage.

yesterday i change my Original AMD heatsink with the New Global win heatsink. i cannot see big differences. the global win heatsink decrease around 4-7 celcius.ermm i need bigger heatsinkm after this.Maybe a better Graphic card too.

chelsea won.yes.ahahahah. eventhough their game is more defensive but it not a matter.the matter is Man Yoo lost.

tired

2004-08-06T12:45:00.000-07:00

salam!!!

wah lama btol aku tak masuk ittutor nie.bkn sebab dah bohsan tapi ntah lah masa semakin tak mengizinkan.hehehehh so from day to day byk member baru,forum pon dah makin meriah.bagus btol.

so aku camner.ermm masih statik.masih spt dulu.strugle in life.bebanan kerja dan assignment yg menimbun membuatkan aku rasa nak berhenti keja jaa.Tension.aku takder masa utk diri aku utk jadi diri aku.isk

aku skang dlm sem g paling penting. start 16 haribulan ogos aku dah start exam dah.Siot laa ada 7 subjek,dan 13 buku nak dibaca.huhuhuhuhuhuu.Paling tensen skalik subjek J2EE. what to do just rock wif it laa kan.

sejak kebelangkan ni aku byk berfikir tentang masa depan aku dlm it.boleh ke aku dapat kerja.minggu lepas aku ada jumpa sorang brader yg grad dlm sc comp tapi masih tak dapat keje yg dia nak.kalau dapat pon dlm 1000. so dia terpaksa refuse sebab tu pon contract base dan dia rasa underpay dg tangunjwab yg terpksa dia pikul.last2 apa yg dia buat?? meniaga keropok ngan gula2 dr kedai ke kedai.

Scarecrow ............???

2004-05-19T12:43:00.000-07:00

salam!!!

sorry lama tak update!!! tue pon kalau ader org baca laa. aku semenjak dua menjak sibuk. sibuk dengan kehidupan dialam realiti. banyak benda baru yg aku buat.

mcm biasa aku tengah lepak dlm lab. baru jer habih mengooglekan diri utk carik jawapan assignment java aku pergghh!! payah gak laa. aku kalau bab coding mencoding nie lemah sket. tak dahsat mcm classmate aku!!! byk sangat keyword,pre define method,API nak ingat. selamber rock jer laaaa

tadi terbaca lkat soccernet yg pasal david beckham nie. teruk btol perfomance dier season nie!!! kelab pon teruk,kehidupan dia penuh dgn skandal. aku rasa next season mamat nie kena jual kot??? sapa nak beli mamat nie. heheheh sebernarya aku bkn minat beckham pon. aku rasa englang tahun nie takder bekem pon tak per!!! dengan adanya pemain spt Lampard,Gerrad,Scholes,Joe Cole, etc..... midfield england mgm superb!!! so tengok jer perfomance england dlm euro 2004

sebut pasal bola nie , utk euro2004 nie aku support dua team. First aku support ITALIA. Second aku support england. aku rasa italy ngan england ada peluang yg balance utk perform dlm euro nie

semalam gie jam dengan member-member baru aku. kire hancur gak semalam kitaorg jam. iyelah mgm takder plan apa-apa. masuk-masuk studio jer terus balun dram. skill aku dah karat. ada gak main gitar semalam... mgm best main gitar karen nie. aku sebenarnya bukan dahsat pon main gitar. kire newbies gak. mgm excited pegang gitar semalam. setelah hampir 3 bulan duk balun gitar kapok aku, aku rasa main sambil nyanyi mgm payah!! silap pijak gadjet ngan lari scale. boring plak asyik main drum!!!

recently aku byk beli kaset sama cd. paling best incubus sama Disagree. band disgree aku kenal masa form 4. masa tue depa masih student. main gig kecik-kecik. depa ada buat demo,home made jam. bila aku dengar album baru disagree AT THE ENDD OF DAYS depa cuba lari dr konsep grunge yg dah tipikal sangat. album nie mgm best!!!!! 11 lagu termasuk drpd lagu-lagu demo depa. lagu yg best Scarecrow Adam(emo siot lagu nie),Crumbs,Sucide notes(aku suka negok vclip nie)stay,slipaway. suara vox dia zahid, aku boleh kata clone eddie Vadder

boys do cry

2004-04-14T12:41:00.000-07:00

salam

aku tengah lepak dlm lab sampai layan buat assignment aku. sambil-sambil tue layan discman skali. The Cure. best lagu nie. mengingatkan aku terhadap chenta pertama. lyric yg penuh kejujuran. as the lyric says boy dont cry!!! aku rasa aku insan yg hipokrit

the cure
boy dont cry
I would say I'm sorry
If I thought that it would change your mind
But I know that this time
I've said too much
Been too unkind

I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try and
Laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry

I would break down at your feet
And beg forgiveness
Plead with you
But I know that
It's too late
And now there's nothing I can do

So I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try to
laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry

I would tell you
That I loved you
If I thought that you would stay
But I know that it's no use
That you've already
Gone away

Misjudged your limits
Pushed you too far
Took you for granted
I thought that you needed me more

Now I would do most anything
To get you back by my side
But I just
Keep on laughing
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry
Boys don't cry

on the way ke kolej tadi tiub moto aku pecah. nasib baik tak pecah masa aku pecut moto. terpaksa tolak moto sampai workshop. nasib baik kedai bukak awal. dah 2 kali tiub pecah sejak aku pakai moto nie

member aku ajak negok super sapiens minggu depan. wah super sapiens!!! i must see this movie. tapi apasal kat msia super sapiens bukan hellboy ker??? semalam negok cita walking tall kat tgv!!! pegi sorang jer. mgm tak puas. sejam jer cita dia

aku ingat nak buat java programming kat sini tapi memandangkan pc kat sin semua laju-laju belaka sampai aku nak compile pon dekat seminit terus aku kansel. better aku buat kat umah. lagi pon aku baru jer install java runtime enviroment kat Win Xp aku.

lepas nie kena draw flow chart. nak pakai ms word ker atau visio kat umah

better man

2004-03-16T12:40:00.000-08:00

salam

ahlamdulilah!!! nasib baik gastrik aku dah sembuh!!! 3 hari aku cuti sebab sakit!! memula ingat sakit biasa then bila tak tahan terus pie klinik.doktor cakap nasib baik aku cepat. kalau tak mungkin boleh jadi serius gastrik.

laa nie tengah setel keje yg tertangguh!! collegue aku dah kuar makan. sambil buat keje layan pearl Jam.best siot lagu nie.aku suka part nie

better man

Talkin’ to herself, there’s no one else who needs to know...
She tells herself, oh...
Memories back when she was bold and strong
And waiting for the world to come along...
Swears she knew it, now she swears he’s gone
She lies and says she’s in love with him, can’t find a better man...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can’t find a better man...
She lies and says she still loves him, can’t find a better man...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can’t find a better man...
Can’t find a better man
Yeah...

She loved him, yeah...she don’t want to leave this way
She feeds him, yeah...that’s why she’ll be back again
Can’t find a better man
Can’t find a better...man...
Ohh...ohh...
Uh huh...
Ohh...

kelmarin ader jumpa member lama yg study kat kolej UIA. perghh pakai Aprilia siot.aku pakai kriss jer..... ader test drive kejap.mgm best laa bawak moto beso!! bila plak aku nak bawak moto camtue?? kena plak pie konvoi ker XPDC ker

this is the new year

2004-01-22T12:57:00.000-08:00

22/1/2004

greetings

yeah,it`s been a long time i never update my journal,due the time factor, study and work make my life more busy.ermmm this gonna be my first post on this year. recently there were so many things happen in my life.i just bought a motorcycle and that was a model from modenas . my headache goes on with my c++ project were uncompleted because my coursemate are celebrating Chinese new year. So I have to complete the task that belong to my mate.i almost completed the documentation part and now just waiting to complete the coding and testing part

from now on I can see so many ittutor member create their own journal. The number of member are growing up. This is a positive thing.

We just open our new shop here around two weeks ago and we receive good respond from local people here. My headache goes on………. :?

I`m sorry for my bad english

kekasih

2003-12-26T12:37:00.000-08:00

26/12/2003

ermm,baru balik sembahyang jumaat.lepas sembahyang singgah kat kedai makan jap,"taw Pow" nasik.Rumah aku skang under renovation so tak bleh ler mak aku masak.

29 nie aku start masuk kelas.kire 2 minggu aku cuti.cuti pon tak kemana.hari nie boleh relaks sket sebab dalam 2-3 hari lepas aku kena assemble ngan repair pc customer.Ahlamduliahh.. dah siap pon keje aku. Bulan depan kedai aku kena pindah.adeh banyak ler keje camnie.bulan depan pulak start Semester 3.fuhhh

dah lama aku tak post lirk kat sini kali nie lagu melayu plak. aku skang tengah tangkap leleh ngan padi :)21 best woo tapi album sesuatu yg tertunda laa.aku ingat nak angkat album baru depa,save my soul tapi tunggu sampai gomen turun rega cd depa

nie lirik sesuatu yg indah. melow giler lagu dier

kekasihku..aku telah mengenalmu sekian lama
sepatutnya aku bisa mencintaimu sepenuh hati
kuharapkan engkau dan aku saling mengerti bukan menyakiti
tak perlu ada lagi pertengkaran

reff :
kini aku temukan telah aku dapatkan jauh sudah tersimpan
sesuatu yang indah dari dirimu
semoga aku bisa..mungkinpun aku mampu untuk dapat
memberikan tulus hatiku(membahagiakan hatimu)

kekasihku..betapa aku tak pernah dapat membuaimu dengan
kata-kata cinta yang mungkin bisa menyejukkanmu
sungguh aku masih ingin terus mencari dalam jiwamu
rasa ini ingin kuakui

kekasihku..maafkan aku jika tak mampu bahagiakanmu memelukmu dengan rasa cinta

napa band indonesia best erkk??

from hero to zero

2003-11-29T12:36:00.000-08:00

29/11/2003

salam
lama plak tak post kat sini.due tarak internet connection kat umah,proses pemindahan rumah yg stuck,kije+belajo membuatkan masa 24 jam dalam sehari tue tak cukup utk aku

laa nie aku tengah lepak kat lab sorang-sorang sebab ramai giler student tak dtg.heran plak aku negok mostly student kat sini bukan yg beragama islam tapi ramai plak yg tak datang.depa pon celebrate raya kot.bertuah btol rakyat malaysia nie aku pon baru hari nie masuk class.cuti 2 hari aku tambah lagi 2 hari :twisted: raya tahun nie pon aku rasa tak meriah.aku pon tak tahu kenapa.semakin usia aku meningkat keghairahan utk menyambut hari raya dah kurang.kenapa ek? normal ker camtue? raya pertama pon lepak umah jer sebab sedara mara suma balik umah pak cik aku.umah pak cik aku plak dekat ngan umah aku,so mgm banyak laa collection duit raya 8) pak cik kaya

aku tahun nie sambut raya depan tv jer .ader gak member ajak datang umah tapi aku tak dapat pie sebab transport tarak

Isnin depan ader quiz c++.aku satu hapa tak prepare.maklumlah dah raya nie sikap malas aku dah makin melampau-lampau.subjek linux utk client part dah abis.aku pon tak expect byk dalam subjek nie sebab kita org belajo pon pakai telnet jer.jadi bapa kerat yg dapat belaja.lecture pon laju mcm ketapi payah sikit command linux tue nak melekat dlm pala hotak

sometimes friend does mistake??

2003-11-08T12:35:00.000-08:00

8/11/2003

aku sepatutnya pindah umah dalam bulan nie.tapi atas sebab-sebab dan masalah yg tak dapat dielakan terpaksa ler family aku tunda dulu.isk aku dah byk pack barang aku,last-last kena keluarkan balik semua.

apa persaan korang kalau orang korang percaya gile sanggup pecah amanah dan tak jujur ngan korang.depan aku cakap camnie belakang aku dier boleh backstab

1) korang emo pastu terus tumbuk muka dier
2)slow talk ngan dier pastu tanya kena dier buat camtue
3) buat donno

heheheh hari nie aku MD kolej aku cakap isnin nie akan sampai agreement loan PTPTN.perghhh lama giler proses PTPTN nie.patut ler ramai student IPTS komplen.Dekat 6 bulan proses borang :?

aku baru siapkan assignment aku tadik.aku prefer siapkan assignment kat sini sebab Internet laju,senyap etc.kalau kat umah takder nyer aku nak buat sebab sampai umah jer dah rasa penat :roll: camner nak siap camtue

bab puasa nie.ahlmdulilah takder tinggal lagi sampai hari nie.Teraawih pon ok lagi sebab area umah aku depe buat 8 raakat jer

A Letter to you

2003-11-04T08:33:00.000-08:00

4/11/2003

aku baru jer abih kelas tengah lepak dalam lab mcm biasa surf net,download stuff etc.Puasa takat nie ahlmdulilah.takder kantoi laie.proses pemindahan cc aku berjalan lancar.semalam wire man dah siap keje dier.tinggal tarik cable lan tue jer. mungkin dalam 2-3 lagi boleh bukak.skang nie dah ler bulan pose cuti sekolah pulak tue mesti banyak org lepak kat cc punye

quiz dah settel.tinggal assignment jer utk DSA.Lepas tue boleh fokuskan kat subjek lain plak.Module test dalam akhir bulan nie kot.aiseh camner nie dah ler raya dalam 26-27 tue.takan ader exam kot.isk kalau korang nak tau majoriti student kat sini bukan islam.mungkin sebab tue depa tak concern sangat bab holiday nie.Aisyeh Spoil betul.tengah-tengah nak raya tetibe jer ader exam camner tue :|

sambil aku tengah tulis jurnal nie aku layan lagu the cure best giler band nie.aku tengah dengar lagu Letter To alice.best woo 80`s rock nie 8)

oh elise it doesn't matter what you say
i just can't stay here every yesterday
like keep on acting out the same
the way we act out
every way to smile
forget
and make-believe we never needed
any more than this
any more than this

oh elise it doesn't matter what you do
i know i'll never really get inside of you
to make your eyes catch fire
the way they should
the way the blue could pull me in
if they only would
if they only would
at least i'd lose this sense of sensing something else
that hides away
from me and you
there're worlds to part
with aching looks and breaking hearts
and all the prayers your hands can make
oh i just take as much as you can throw
and then throw it all away
oh i throw it all away
like throwing faces at the sky
like throwing arms round
yesterday
i stood and stared
wide-eyed in front of you
and the face i saw looked back
the way i wanted to
but i just can't hold my tears away
the way you do

elise believe i never wanted this
i thought this time i'd keep all of my promises
i thought you were the girl always dreamed about
but i let the dream go
and the promises broke
and the make-believe ran out...

oh elise
it doesn't matter what you say
i just can't stay here every yesterday
like keep on acting out the same
the way we act out
every way to smile
forget
and make-believe we never needed
any more than this
any more than this

and every time i try to pick it up
like falling sand
as fast as i pick it up
it suns away through my clutching hands
but there's nothing else i can really do
there's nothing else
i can really do
at all...

aku ingat nak angkat henpon arr lepas nie.gila arr sian aku tarak handphone :mrgreen: aku tak boleh lupa first handphone aku kena curik masa aku form 5 dulu.hantu punya budak aku baru sebulan pakai nokia 3310 tue.masa tue nak dekat SPM so banyak bebudak bawak hanpon gie sekolah.aku tengah syok main bola time PJ dier gie bantai handset aku.aku letak handset tue dalam beg.bukan aku sorang jer letak dalam bag,boleh kata semua budak letak dalam bag masa pj

aku bajet nak angkut sony erricson T105 minggu lepas bapak aku baru beli nokia 3530 . nie gambar handset tu

[img]http://www.directmobilephones.com/images2003/t105_lge.gif[/img]

http://www.directmobilephones.com/sonyeric...icsson_t105.htm

lucky no 8

2003-10-08T12:31:00.000-07:00

salam

hari nie bagun lambat.pergi kolej pon lambat.pakai selipar pulak tue.nasib baik kelas blom start lagi. hari belajo C++.gile nyer payah bende nie. nak write satu program amik masa dlm sejam.bebudak lain aku negok dlm 20 minit dah siap yg aku pulak terhegeh-hegeh nak cari solotion nak pakai array ker while loop ker for loop ker.drpd 34 error aku solve sampai 0 erorr.biler nak execute apa pon takder.dah puas check ader logical erorr ker,tapi tarak.classmate aku pon ader tolong checkan utk aku.sampai lecturer aku cakap takder prob ngan syntax.so dier cakap compiler ader prob.

habis kelas jer aku gie jumpa sys support utk solve prob tue.dier bagi aku satu form suruh aku tulis apa problem dier ngan kat lab mana.lepas abis isi form aku gie teman classmate aku gie Survey rege CD-R.banyak gak kedai yg kami pergi dan rege semuanya berbeza-beza.mungkin dier negok student yg nak beli so dier pon letak ler rege mahal :twisted: ader certain kedai siap bagi student price

habis survey kat Yik foong,aku balik ngan classmate aku kat hostel dier.dier kata uncle dier ader bagi pc kat dier so dier mintak aku tengok-tengokan pc dier.aku bajet mungkin dalam Pentium MMX atau Pentium 2 sekali tengok IBM zaman tok kaduk nyer.dengan habuk nyer dengan tak boleh nak start nyer. So aku bukak casing ketatkan wayar yg lose pastu try on,still takbleh,cabut wayar tue cabut wayar nie pasang balik still tak boleh.Ntah camner tetibe pc tue start monitor plak blank.try gak boot pakai floppy tapi monitor tetap blank. Last2 aku letak camtue jer

Birthday and Screwed Up exam

2003-10-01T12:30:00.000-07:00

1/10/2003

salam

hari nie genap 18 tahun aku idop kat kat muka bumi.Thanks God for giving me everything.

hari aku sit utk Microsoft SQL Server Exam and i screw it up :? Almost 90 % question are based on syntax. dah ler online test pulak tue. Only 3 passed among 20 candidate who took the test.Mungkin sebab aku amik mudah bende nie.isk isk

Geek part 1

2003-09-25T12:28:00.000-07:00

25/9/2003

salam.hari aku rasa buhsan giler belajo DSA(Data Structure N Alogrithm) hari belajo konsep low level language.Siap implemen pakai binary code.blur certain part. abis kelas aku gie tanya member bab bende nie dan dier tolong aku ngan senang hati.

balik jer aku terus gie yik foong.mana lagi kalau tak beli cd-r.laa nie aku dah ader hobi baru. hobi aku ialah membakar cd bukan nyer hapa burn mp3 then convert into wav files. so boleh ler aku dengar my favorite mp3 using my cd player.tapi aku burn nie utk kegunaan sendiri jer.takder ler sampai buat bisness

aku nyer red hat cd buat problem plak.hari tue install kat pc lain boleh plak.hari nie install kelmarin install kat pc nie takbleh gak.siot betul.dier sangkut sampai open office org nyer rpm.dah 3 kali aku delete partition. malas plak nak install lag1 sekali

biler nak start aku nyer A+ nie. tak sabo lak aku nak belajo dan get certified.Insyallah aku boleh

Merdeka kah aku

2003-08-30T20:50:00.000-07:00

salam

30/8/2003 8.50 PM

tak sampai 3 jam lagi negara kita akan mencapai kemerdekaan Yg Ke 46.Luv U Malaysia Rasanyer aku tak kuar kot.lepak kat rumah maybe layan komputer + Baca buku.Aku baru dapat buku linux :wink: .Selalunya time camnie aku ader kat sekolah sebab terlibat dalam perarakan Hari Kebangsaan Since 1998 lagi sampai ler 2002.rindu time2 camnie

Next week kena hantar aku nyer Assignment.Aisyeh aku nyer assignment baru Sampai Analysis Phase. baru nak construct.Takpe buat slow-slow.ader 3 hari lagi

apa aku nak buat yerk.arghhh tipon awek pon best nie aisyeh lupa plak aku,aku mane ader awek :roll: nak cari?? aku mane ler hensem.awek pon pandang aku sebelah mata jer.study come first kot.ape-ape laa

Awek Penang dan Streamyx

2003-08-21T12:26:00.000-07:00

salam

semalam gie penang sebab ader british council education fair.ramai gak orang.aku terkejut sebab ramai gak orang melayu join education fair tue.lagi ramai drpd kaum lain.ini petanda baik nie.so semalam penuh bag aku ngan pamplet+prosepectus+cd++ other stuff.banyak pegetahuan yg berharga aku dapat kat sana

yeah semalam org telekom phone aku kata aku akan dapat streamyx tak lama lagi