from hero to zero

29/11/2003

salam
lama plak tak post kat sini.due tarak internet connection kat umah,proses pemindahan rumah yg stuck,kije+belajo membuatkan masa 24 jam dalam sehari tue tak cukup utk aku

laa nie aku tengah lepak kat lab sorang-sorang sebab ramai giler student tak dtg.heran plak aku negok mostly student kat sini bukan yg beragama islam tapi ramai plak yg tak datang.depa pon celebrate raya kot.bertuah btol rakyat malaysia nie aku pon baru hari nie masuk class.cuti 2 hari aku tambah lagi 2 hari :twisted: raya tahun nie pon aku rasa tak meriah.aku pon tak tahu kenapa.semakin usia aku meningkat keghairahan utk menyambut hari raya dah kurang.kenapa ek? normal ker camtue? raya pertama pon lepak umah jer sebab sedara mara suma balik umah pak cik aku.umah pak cik aku plak dekat ngan umah aku,so mgm banyak laa collection duit raya 8) pak cik kaya

aku tahun nie sambut raya depan tv jer .ader gak member ajak datang umah tapi aku tak dapat pie sebab transport tarak

Isnin depan ader quiz c++.aku satu hapa tak prepare.maklumlah dah raya nie sikap malas aku dah makin melampau-lampau.subjek linux utk client part dah abis.aku pon tak expect byk dalam subjek nie sebab kita org belajo pon pakai telnet jer.jadi bapa kerat yg dapat belaja.lecture pon laju mcm ketapi payah sikit command linux tue nak melekat dlm pala hotak

sometimes friend does mistake??

8/11/2003

aku sepatutnya pindah umah dalam bulan nie.tapi atas sebab-sebab dan masalah yg tak dapat dielakan terpaksa ler family aku tunda dulu.isk aku dah byk pack barang aku,last-last kena keluarkan balik semua.

apa persaan korang kalau orang korang percaya gile sanggup pecah amanah dan tak jujur ngan korang.depan aku cakap camnie belakang aku dier boleh backstab

1) korang emo pastu terus tumbuk muka dier
2)slow talk ngan dier pastu tanya kena dier buat camtue
3) buat donno

heheheh hari nie aku MD kolej aku cakap isnin nie akan sampai agreement loan PTPTN.perghhh lama giler proses PTPTN nie.patut ler ramai student IPTS komplen.Dekat 6 bulan proses borang :?

aku baru siapkan assignment aku tadik.aku prefer siapkan assignment kat sini sebab Internet laju,senyap etc.kalau kat umah takder nyer aku nak buat sebab sampai umah jer dah rasa penat :roll: camner nak siap camtue

bab puasa nie.ahlmdulilah takder tinggal lagi sampai hari nie.Teraawih pon ok lagi sebab area umah aku depe buat 8 raakat jer

A Letter to you

4/11/2003

aku baru jer abih kelas tengah lepak dalam lab mcm biasa surf net,download stuff etc.Puasa takat nie ahlmdulilah.takder kantoi laie.proses pemindahan cc aku berjalan lancar.semalam wire man dah siap keje dier.tinggal tarik cable lan tue jer. mungkin dalam 2-3 lagi boleh bukak.skang nie dah ler bulan pose cuti sekolah pulak tue mesti banyak org lepak kat cc punye

quiz dah settel.tinggal assignment jer utk DSA.Lepas tue boleh fokuskan kat subjek lain plak.Module test dalam akhir bulan nie kot.aiseh camner nie dah ler raya dalam 26-27 tue.takan ader exam kot.isk kalau korang nak tau majoriti student kat sini bukan islam.mungkin sebab tue depa tak concern sangat bab holiday nie.Aisyeh Spoil betul.tengah-tengah nak raya tetibe jer ader exam camner tue :|

sambil aku tengah tulis jurnal nie aku layan lagu the cure best giler band nie.aku tengah dengar lagu Letter To alice.best woo 80`s rock nie 8)


oh elise it doesn't matter what you say
i just can't stay here every yesterday
like keep on acting out the same
the way we act out
every way to smile
forget
and make-believe we never needed
any more than this
any more than this

oh elise it doesn't matter what you do
i know i'll never really get inside of you
to make your eyes catch fire
the way they should
the way the blue could pull me in
if they only would
if they only would
at least i'd lose this sense of sensing something else
that hides away
from me and you
there're worlds to part
with aching looks and breaking hearts
and all the prayers your hands can make
oh i just take as much as you can throw
and then throw it all away
oh i throw it all away
like throwing faces at the sky
like throwing arms round
yesterday
i stood and stared
wide-eyed in front of you
and the face i saw looked back
the way i wanted to
but i just can't hold my tears away
the way you do

elise believe i never wanted this
i thought this time i'd keep all of my promises
i thought you were the girl always dreamed about
but i let the dream go
and the promises broke
and the make-believe ran out...

oh elise
it doesn't matter what you say
i just can't stay here every yesterday
like keep on acting out the same
the way we act out
every way to smile
forget
and make-believe we never needed
any more than this
any more than this

and every time i try to pick it up
like falling sand
as fast as i pick it up
it suns away through my clutching hands
but there's nothing else i can really do
there's nothing else
i can really do
at all...




aku ingat nak angkat henpon arr lepas nie.gila arr sian aku tarak handphone :mrgreen: aku tak boleh lupa first handphone aku kena curik masa aku form 5 dulu.hantu punya budak aku baru sebulan pakai nokia 3310 tue.masa tue nak dekat SPM so banyak bebudak bawak hanpon gie sekolah.aku tengah syok main bola time PJ dier gie bantai handset aku.aku letak handset tue dalam beg.bukan aku sorang jer letak dalam bag,boleh kata semua budak letak dalam bag masa pj

aku bajet nak angkut sony erricson T105 minggu lepas bapak aku baru beli nokia 3530 . nie gambar handset tu

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http://www.directmobilephones.com/sonyeric...icsson_t105.htm