A Brand New Year

salam

genap setengah jam lagi aku akan masuk ke tempoh masa yg baru. i mean tahun yg baru. tahun 2004 bakal meninggalkan aku. terlalu banyak perkara yg berlaku tahun ni. off course from disaster,kenangan manis dan sebagainya. ermm

tadi kuar utk membeli mee rebus. on the way nak balik terserempak laa ngan budak2 moto yg aku rasa nak pi sambut new year kot. celebrate new year dgn resong(race) moto??? korang nak celebrate laa. tapi aku akan duduk dirumah. tribute to tsunami victims. God thanx for let me live longer

aku skang tgh buhsan. menghadapt komputer dan sambil bersembang di YM bersama beberapa rakan. semuanya stay dirumah dan kata mereka there nothing to celebrate this brand new days. apakah dgn kita memekik dan mejerit di dataran-dataran negeri membawa sebarang erti?? apakah kita semua dah bersedia menempuhi tempoh masa yg baru?? cabaran yg bakal mendatang . ermm

happy so-called brand new day to all

TEN

ermmm apa aku nak cita arrr. lama gak tak updata jurnal aku yg satu ni. sejak akhir2 ni aku mengalami kekeringan idea dalam semua kerja-kerja aku. aku pon tak tau pasal apa.

raya?? camner dhn raya korang tahun ni. tahun ni raya kat umah mak long aku kat manjung.buhsan gak sebab sedara-mara semua dah besar. kalau yg muda tu muda sangat.buhsan sangat2 time tu. rasa nak balik ipoh jaa raya umah member2.ader gak terlintas nak raya umah kawan pompuan aku yg sorang ni. tapi segan plak pi sorang2. dia pon ada call soh aku mai umah dia. ermm ntah laaa

kelapa aku terasa berat menatap screen J creator. coding masih byk erorr. malas plak nak rectify erorr. sambil-sambil tu layan lagu ni. penuh emosi sekali

Ten / clarity
Jimmy eat world

We left behind the busy crowd.
So it seems we slow down.
Meet me with a way out through the lies.
Nowhere, going nowhere in the fake yellow light.
The feelings change so fast.
Safety scares them away.
I can't bring myself to say it's my own advice I need.
Nowhere and then nowhere.
Living trapped inside the chase.
Our weekness is the same.
We need poison sometimes.
So take another drink with me.
Blame no one.
Look in my eyes and blame no one

gotta go

Ramadan

salam

lama aku tak reply kat blog aku. aku pon takder sebab yg specific. kehidupan aku yg statik. takder perubahan. buhsan?? perkataan yg terpancul dr mulut aku hampir setiap hari.

bulan pose baru bermula.dugaan mgm banyak. tapi kena banyak bersabar. panas terik,kije apa semua tu kan. just rock wif it laa kan. aku pon on the verge nak abis study. 7-8 month to go. tak tau nak buat apa? elective pon blom decide. nak ambik network atau database?? conpius

recently addicted to the cure latest album. after 3,going nowhere,the end of the world antara fav aku. dlm masa yg sama tgh tunggu jimmy eat world latest album. dapat 3 lagu dlm p2p program


selamat berpuasa kpd semua warga ittutorian. moga ramadan kali ini membawa byk makna kpd kita

Smash Your Head With Computer Programming

salam

ermm another boring wednesday!!!! stuck in the lab to fix my program.darn!!! it make me headache.and the best thing the pc here got no Netbeans.arghh .I have to use the primitive way the solve the problem that means The NOTEPAD.after a few moment my program was erorr free. so the problem is on the Variable that doesnt match with the database in Access.

The Exam has been postponed due the request from the another batch.so that is a good news.i got more time to do my revision.since i have 13 books to finish,it can be considered as Big Advantage.

yesterday i change my Original AMD heatsink with the New Global win heatsink. i cannot see big differences. the global win heatsink decrease around 4-7 celcius.ermm i need bigger heatsinkm after this.Maybe a better Graphic card too.

chelsea won.yes.ahahahah. eventhough their game is more defensive but it not a matter.the matter is Man Yoo lost.

tired

salam!!!

wah lama btol aku tak masuk ittutor nie.bkn sebab dah bohsan tapi ntah lah masa semakin tak mengizinkan.hehehehh so from day to day byk member baru,forum pon dah makin meriah.bagus btol.

so aku camner.ermm masih statik.masih spt dulu.strugle in life.bebanan kerja dan assignment yg menimbun membuatkan aku rasa nak berhenti keja jaa.Tension.aku takder masa utk diri aku utk jadi diri aku.isk

aku skang dlm sem g paling penting. start 16 haribulan ogos aku dah start exam dah.Siot laa ada 7 subjek,dan 13 buku nak dibaca.huhuhuhuhuhuu.Paling tensen skalik subjek J2EE. what to do just rock wif it laa kan.

sejak kebelangkan ni aku byk berfikir tentang masa depan aku dlm it.boleh ke aku dapat kerja.minggu lepas aku ada jumpa sorang brader yg grad dlm sc comp tapi masih tak dapat keje yg dia nak.kalau dapat pon dlm 1000. so dia terpaksa refuse sebab tu pon contract base dan dia rasa underpay dg tangunjwab yg terpksa dia pikul.last2 apa yg dia buat?? meniaga keropok ngan gula2 dr kedai ke kedai.

Scarecrow ............???

salam!!!

sorry lama tak update!!! tue pon kalau ader org baca laa. aku semenjak dua menjak sibuk. sibuk dengan kehidupan dialam realiti. banyak benda baru yg aku buat.

mcm biasa aku tengah lepak dlm lab. baru jer habih mengooglekan diri utk carik jawapan assignment java aku pergghh!! payah gak laa. aku kalau bab coding mencoding nie lemah sket. tak dahsat mcm classmate aku!!! byk sangat keyword,pre define method,API nak ingat. selamber rock jer laaaa

tadi terbaca lkat soccernet yg pasal david beckham nie. teruk btol perfomance dier season nie!!! kelab pon teruk,kehidupan dia penuh dgn skandal. aku rasa next season mamat nie kena jual kot??? sapa nak beli mamat nie. heheheh sebernarya aku bkn minat beckham pon. aku rasa englang tahun nie takder bekem pon tak per!!! dengan adanya pemain spt Lampard,Gerrad,Scholes,Joe Cole, etc..... midfield england mgm superb!!! so tengok jer perfomance england dlm euro 2004

sebut pasal bola nie , utk euro2004 nie aku support dua team. First aku support ITALIA. Second aku support england. aku rasa italy ngan england ada peluang yg balance utk perform dlm euro nie

semalam gie jam dengan member-member baru aku. kire hancur gak semalam kitaorg jam. iyelah mgm takder plan apa-apa. masuk-masuk studio jer terus balun dram. skill aku dah karat. ada gak main gitar semalam... mgm best main gitar karen nie. aku sebenarnya bukan dahsat pon main gitar. kire newbies gak. mgm excited pegang gitar semalam. setelah hampir 3 bulan duk balun gitar kapok aku, aku rasa main sambil nyanyi mgm payah!! silap pijak gadjet ngan lari scale. boring plak asyik main drum!!!

recently aku byk beli kaset sama cd. paling best incubus sama Disagree. band disgree aku kenal masa form 4. masa tue depa masih student. main gig kecik-kecik. depa ada buat demo,home made jam. bila aku dengar album baru disagree AT THE ENDD OF DAYS depa cuba lari dr konsep grunge yg dah tipikal sangat. album nie mgm best!!!!! 11 lagu termasuk drpd lagu-lagu demo depa. lagu yg best Scarecrow Adam(emo siot lagu nie),Crumbs,Sucide notes(aku suka negok vclip nie)stay,slipaway. suara vox dia zahid, aku boleh kata clone eddie Vadder

boys do cry

salam


aku tengah lepak dlm lab sampai layan buat assignment aku. sambil-sambil tue layan discman skali. The Cure. best lagu nie. mengingatkan aku terhadap chenta pertama. lyric yg penuh kejujuran. as the lyric says boy dont cry!!! aku rasa aku insan yg hipokrit

the cure
boy dont cry
I would say I'm sorry
If I thought that it would change your mind
But I know that this time
I've said too much
Been too unkind

I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try and
Laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry

I would break down at your feet
And beg forgiveness
Plead with you
But I know that
It's too late
And now there's nothing I can do

So I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try to
laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry

I would tell you
That I loved you
If I thought that you would stay
But I know that it's no use
That you've already
Gone away

Misjudged your limits
Pushed you too far
Took you for granted
I thought that you needed me more

Now I would do most anything
To get you back by my side
But I just
Keep on laughing
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry
Boys don't cry


on the way ke kolej tadi tiub moto aku pecah. nasib baik tak pecah masa aku pecut moto. terpaksa tolak moto sampai workshop. nasib baik kedai bukak awal. dah 2 kali tiub pecah sejak aku pakai moto nie

member aku ajak negok super sapiens minggu depan. wah super sapiens!!! i must see this movie. tapi apasal kat msia super sapiens bukan hellboy ker??? semalam negok cita walking tall kat tgv!!! pegi sorang jer. mgm tak puas. sejam jer cita dia

aku ingat nak buat java programming kat sini tapi memandangkan pc kat sin semua laju-laju belaka sampai aku nak compile pon dekat seminit terus aku kansel. better aku buat kat umah. lagi pon aku baru jer install java runtime enviroment kat Win Xp aku.

lepas nie kena draw flow chart. nak pakai ms word ker atau visio kat umah

better man

salam

ahlamdulilah!!! nasib baik gastrik aku dah sembuh!!! 3 hari aku cuti sebab sakit!! memula ingat sakit biasa then bila tak tahan terus pie klinik.doktor cakap nasib baik aku cepat. kalau tak mungkin boleh jadi serius gastrik.

laa nie tengah setel keje yg tertangguh!! collegue aku dah kuar makan. sambil buat keje layan pearl Jam.best siot lagu nie.aku suka part nie

better man

Talkin’ to herself, there’s no one else who needs to know...
She tells herself, oh...
Memories back when she was bold and strong
And waiting for the world to come along...
Swears she knew it, now she swears he’s gone
She lies and says she’s in love with him, can’t find a better man...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can’t find a better man...
She lies and says she still loves him, can’t find a better man...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can’t find a better man...
Can’t find a better man
Yeah...

She loved him, yeah...she don’t want to leave this way
She feeds him, yeah...that’s why she’ll be back again
Can’t find a better man
Can’t find a better...man...
Ohh...ohh...
Uh huh...
Ohh...


kelmarin ader jumpa member lama yg study kat kolej UIA. perghh pakai Aprilia siot.aku pakai kriss jer..... ader test drive kejap.mgm best laa bawak moto beso!! bila plak aku nak bawak moto camtue?? kena plak pie konvoi ker XPDC ker

this is the new year

22/1/2004

greetings

yeah,it`s been a long time i never update my journal,due the time factor, study and work make my life more busy.ermmm this gonna be my first post on this year. recently there were so many things happen in my life.i just bought a motorcycle and that was a model from modenas . my headache goes on with my c++ project were uncompleted because my coursemate are celebrating Chinese new year. So I have to complete the task that belong to my mate.i almost completed the documentation part and now just waiting to complete the coding and testing part

from now on I can see so many ittutor member create their own journal. The number of member are growing up. This is a positive thing.

We just open our new shop here around two weeks ago and we receive good respond from local people here. My headache goes on………. :?

I`m sorry for my bad english